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Readytogo227

Readytogo227

I just want peace.
Jun 26, 2018
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Hey everyone. I know you guys might not know me very well, but I love this place. You're all such an accepting and warm community, and I feel like you're the only ones that really understand me.

I'd like to make friends here one day, but for now I'm going to take a break from this site and spend more time in the outside world making friends there too. I've tried and failed to ctb twice, and both times I hated that I still survived. But now things have changed. I'm mending relationships with family, my spouse, and a couple of old friends. I'm taking steps to try and improve myself at work and at home, and overall just start over...again. Basically I'm looking at life straight in the face and saying "But enough talk...HAVE AT YOU!"

Not to sound creepy, but I love you guys. All of you. Just needed to get that out. Take care everyone!
 
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TiredBipolar

TiredBipolar

"I got a timebomb ticking in my head..."
Sep 12, 2019
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Good luck brother, much love, peace.
 
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Sep 18, 2018
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Hey everyone. I know you guys might not know me very well, but I love this place. You're all such an accepting and warm community, and I feel like you're the only ones that really understand me.

I'd like to make friends here one day, but for now I'm going to take a break from this site and spend more time in the outside world making friends there too. I've tried and failed to ctb twice, and both times I hated that I still survived. But now things have changed. I'm mending relationships with family, my spouse, and a couple of old friends. I'm taking steps to try and improve myself at work and at home, and overall just start over...again. Basically I'm looking at life straight in the face and saying "But enough talk...HAVE AT YOU!"

Not to sound creepy, but I love you guys. All of you. Just needed to get that out. Take care everyone!
amazing, sorry for what you've gone through and you're two failed attempts.

but i'm so happy you're trying to get better. go out there and kick lifes ass, you got this!! hope one day you can come back here and write about you're successful journey in maybe inspiring and motivating people such as myself in following you're footsteps.

wishing you all the best, hope you find the happiness you're looking for.
 
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Bea

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Sep 1, 2019
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Absolutely! Wrangle the hell outta this thing before you go!! :heart:
 
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Stan

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Aug 29, 2019
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Nice to see some positive news, grab it with both hands my friend, sound like you are doing all the right things
 
Rachel74

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Good luck and really good news.
 
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