Discussion I’m going on a hiatus from this site.

[Nature_is_God]

I currently don't have the will for suicide, so I'm going to investigate some things and self-reflect for a little while. Who knows how long I'll be gone. Hopefully I return with improvement. See you guys later.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

You go do what's best for you. Take all the time you need. You're always welcome here if you do decide to come back. Take care of yourself

 

[BitterlyAlive]

I currently don't have the will for suicide, so I'm going to investigate some things and self-reflect for a little while. Who knows how long I'll be gone. Hopefully I return with improvement. See you guys later.

Take care!

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

I hope things improve for u.

 

[dec132013]

Good luck! The sooner you can get yourself out of this the better (also keep in mind recovery isn't linear, don't feel bad if you get tempted to come back or temporarily lose motivation)

 

[thethatsitboy]

I hope everything get better

 

[Silver]

I'll miss your philosophical discussions in chat, @Nature_is_God . Please take as much time as you need and I hope things improve for you in the meantime.

 

[muffin222]

I understand completely. I wish you the very best with your hiatus I hope you find the answers you seek

 

[Nature_is_God]

I'm back for the time being. I was unprepared for what I wanted to do. Suicide is too much on my mind.

I thought I was willing to change but I guess that feeling was only temporary.

 

[Silver]

@Nature_is_God did the few days away from the site help you, or did you find your mental state got worse?

 

[Nature_is_God]

@Silver No. I was unable to do what I wanted to do because of the people that I live with, my responsibilities with college, and most importantly myself. I was actually going to do things inspired by various Buddhist and Pessimistic philosophy texts. I wasn't ready but maybe I'll do it down the road when I'm ready.

 

[Silver]

@Nature_is_God it's good you know what you want to work towards, and now you know you're not quite ready. Maybe you could do some things that would prepare you?

 

[Amumu]

Good luck mate.
I'm going to do the same in a few weeks when I get operated.