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Jake.123

Jake.123

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Feb 18, 2019
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So ive not been active on here for quite a while as things were on the up after speaking with a councillor i am far from completely fine but am no longer considering ctb. I have returned to try and help anybody here in any way i can after being on the brink of ctb myself. I am in no position to pass judgement and am more than happy for anyone to pm me or reply to this thread should u wanna ask me anything, vent (im a great listener) or if its somethin else thats fine too but i found that getting things off my chest made me feel alot better and maybe it can work for you too. A problem shared is a problem halved! -jake :)
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
Would you mind sharing your reasons for wanting to ctb?
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
It is very kind of you
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
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That's sweet of you :) I know that you mentioned you no longer want to ctb, but if anything's ever bothering you (even the slightest) feel free to pm me as well
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Good for you! Whenever anyone manages to turn their life around, it's encouring. :)
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Let's not focus on their reasoning for coming here. But the reasoning behind why they turned it around instead. I'm with @Sensei on this one yet again. Good job!
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
Thanks for your kindness
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I'm here for you to, love. I've been spending my final days here on SS, giving all the love I have left until it's time for me to go.
 
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lofistos345

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Oct 6, 2019
217
I'm feeling really bad today. I feel like I'm dying.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
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Proud that you have come so far, even if you're not 100% better and well, this is still a huge step! Well done! :heart:
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
So ive not been active on here for quite a while as things were on the up after speaking with a councillor i am far from completely fine but am no longer considering ctb. I have returned to try and help anybody here in any way i can after being on the brink of ctb myself. I am in no position to pass judgement and am more than happy for anyone to pm me or reply to this thread should u wanna ask me anything, vent (im a great listener) or if its somethin else thats fine too but i found that getting things off my chest made me feel alot better and maybe it can work for you too. A problem shared is a problem halved! -jake :)
You are right in that sharing and getting things off your chest is helpful and so pleased it has helped you. Obviously we still have our problems and fears and real awful emotions/feelings but to know someone else out there really can empathise and know how it might be for us. Its a hard and very difficult ride for alot of people and things can seem totally hopeless and perpetually horrid, yet I always still keep striving to look for that next tiny glimmer of hope in that darkness. I am still here despite the hell, so I do hope that we can all find the speck of hope. xx
 
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SoyImbecilaburrido

SoyImbecilaburrido

Luz vs ojo
Aug 24, 2019
84
I have esquizofrenia, i beg no life this live anymore, no live my life again please, i can be happy whit my imaginary girfriend, sorry girlfriend but you are real, i m crazy, i dyng slowly, if she is now old i dont care, ba happy is all ok, whatever, i delirous, who is it? Are you ok? Who i am? My cousing is taking care of me
I have esquizofrenia, i beg no life this live anymore, no live my life again please, i can be happy whit my imaginary girfriend, sorry girlfriend but you are real, i m crazy, i dyng slowly, if she is now old i dont care, ba happy is all ok, whatever, i delirous, who is it? Are you ok? Who i am? My cousing is taking care of me
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
867
Thank you for thinking of others Jake.
 
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SoyImbecilaburrido

SoyImbecilaburrido

Luz vs ojo
Aug 24, 2019
84
We will fell, my imaginary girlfriend take cares of me, and its a doctor
 
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EmptyArms

EmptyArms

Student
Dec 1, 2019
148
I'm pleased that you are feeling a little better. Well done for all the hard work you put in.
 
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Rosiel

Rosiel

Member
Jan 24, 2019
45
Thank you, you are so very kind! I went on these forum half expecting people who encourage CTB, but it's far from it. It's a forum of hope, the real kind.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I have esquizofrenia, i beg no life this live anymore, no live my life again please, i can be happy whit my imaginary girfriend, sorry girlfriend but you are real, i m crazy, i dyng slowly, if she is now old i dont care, ba happy is all ok, whatever, i delirous, who is it? Are you ok? Who i am? My cousing is taking care of me
I have esquizofrenia, i beg no life this live anymore, no live my life again please, i can be happy whit my imaginary girfriend, sorry girlfriend but you are real, i m crazy, i dyng slowly, if she is now old i dont care, ba happy is all ok, whatever, i delirous, who is it? Are you ok? Who i am? My cousing is taking care of me

Are you alright, friend? You seem confused. Is there someone you can talk to, e.g. a family member?
 

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