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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Follow your heart, only ctb if you know it's time
Aug 10, 2021
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Idk, I'm tired. It feels like my heart is going to burst any time now from the emotional pain I feel every day. I feel so fucking alone and empty. It feels like everyone irl has given up on me. Like no one is ever going to be there for me ever again like they used to before I pushed it all away from me. I hate what became of me. I hate what I did to myself and others. I'm alone, and it's all my fault. I just wish someone could break me out of this loneliness called depression, because depression is the worst kind of loneliness you can ever experience.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
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đź«‚ I feel this a lot. I'm so sorry you're going through this.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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V sry undrstd this pain ppl no undrstd emot pain sffr ppl no undrstd, rly sry feel lone dprs
 
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Umua

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Apr 4, 2024
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Not many people can understand
 
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cruelexistence

cruelexistence

Existence is cruel and cool
Apr 19, 2024
46
I'm sorry you feel this way. My emotions tend to get the best of me, too. I hate them. Maybe if I killed them I wouldn't have to ctb.
 

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