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itwasallascream

itwasallascream

Member
May 19, 2024
55
This feels different to my usual suicidal thoughts

I am numb. No crying. No big gestures. Just numb.

My girlfriend broke up with me two days ago. This follows a divorce last year.

I just can't see a point in continuing. For what? For whom? What's the point?

I just cant do it again.

I bought a rope from Amazon and if it arrives today the. I'll use it.

I guess this is my goodbye note. What is the point in this??? I dont know anyone here. We're all cowards on here - hiding our identities.

Regardless, thank you to you all. This has been the only place where I've found any solace.

Fingers crossed my rope arrives today. If it does, bye cruel world.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,607
however you decide, I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
42
If this your last day I would like to say one thing.

Goodnight, I hope you get some good sleep, you deserve some rest.
 
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