Story I'm leaving this forum

[Deleted member 847]

I'm on my 12 last days before CTB (This time is really going to happen, I can feel it) and I want to keep myself away from any possible addictions that might make me want to reconsider my decision or delay it (I spend hours reading and posting here everyday). When I first joined I didn't know I would have become a member and associate myself with the community, I just wanted to find a painless way to die. This site taught me how to compress the carotid artery and have a peaceful death, much better than suffocating on CO2 which was my previous method when I was a newbie. I don't regret being here, you guys are awesome, but it's time for me to stop lying to myself and actually do what I have to do. Goodbye.

 

[skitliv]

Farewell and good luck, hope to join you soon

 

[Anarchy]

Good luck with your attempt. I admire your strength of will to keep away from distractions. Hopefully the feeling that it'll be over is indicative that this time you'll be able to overcome the survival instinct.

 

[Tiburcio]

I hope you can succeed in what I failed so many times.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck, hope to join you soon

 

[LoverofDeath]

Good luck, thank you for your posts.

 

[Midnight]

Thanks for being a part of the community. Farewell and good luck.

 

[Comatose11]

I hope you find peace

 

[RoloTomasi]

Goodbye, may you get that well-deserved rest.

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Good-bye drink some and think about this shit.

 

[RaptorHavx]

I hope you will find a peace. Thank you for being here mate. *cries*

 

[Nzbeelover]

Thank you for the talks. May you rip

 

[Volatile]

:(

 

[Zzzzz]

Does anyone know exactly what they meant by "compressing the carotid artery?" I've tried hanging before. It felt to me like compression mixed with uncomfortable self strangulation. I couldn't go through with it because of how it felt physically.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Peace be with you *smiles a bit sadly*