im new here

[L1feless]

hello! after years of knowing about this website i finally decided to make an account. i have been suicidal since i was 16 and now im 19 and nothing much has changed. i haven't ever in my life had any real friends or people i talk to. my preferred method to ctb would be with guns. thought i would make an introduction since i dont know what else to do rn lol.

 

[zardoz]

Hello and welcome!

 

[ankawannadie]

hello, i'm also new here.

 

[darksouls]

hello and welcome to sasu

 

[Kazu Ha]

Hello and welcome

 

[Alexandra0]

Welcome!

 

[CatLvr]

Hey!! First of all let me say that I am terribly sorry you feel this way at such a young age. I came here not too long ago, looking for a way and while interacting with people I did not know, will probably never meet, but understood me in a way most of the world does not, I found myself in a bit of recovery.

Yes, I am still suicidal, but the "drive" to complete the act isn't an overwhelming compulsion it was before I found these folks. I am a FIRM believer in self-determination, though, and if, after hanging with us a while, I will defend and support the decision you make for yourself.

Please tell us what you think, what you feel, what you can't say you cannot say outloud IRL because you know it won't go well. We will listen. More importantly we will UNDERSTAND.

Welcome to SaSu.

 

[Ghostinplainsight]

hello, i'm new as well

 

[genie]

Welcome!

 

[dustymuck]

Heyy, I'm new too :) <3

 

[XKZyn]

Hey, I'm also new here. Like a good 40 minutes new. I just sorta chuckled when I read this just because of how similar it seems to my own stuff. Been depressed and lonely since I was 12 and here I am at 19 with a hopeless future and no will to move forward. Idk if any of what I'm saying is weird or not, I'm not the best at social stuff. I just say what I'm thinking, I prefer to try to be honest with others.

 

[L1feless]

Hey!! First of all let me say that I am terribly sorry you feel this way at such a young age. I came here not too long ago, looking for a way and while interacting with people I did not know, will probably never meet, but understood me in a way most of the world does not, I found myself in a bit of recovery.

Yes, I am still suicidal, but the "drive" to complete the act isn't an overwhelming compulsion it was before I found these folks. I am a FIRM believer in self-determination, though, and if, after hanging with us a while, I will defend and support the decision you make for yourself.

Please tell us what you think, what you feel, what you can't say you cannot say outloud IRL because you know it won't go well. We will listen. More importantly we will UNDERSTAND.

Welcome to SaSu.

hi! thank you for your words. im not planning to ctb anytime soon, its just thoughts ive been having for years. and even after just 1 day on this website i already feel a bit better and accepted.

Hey, I'm also new here. Like a good 40 minutes new. I just sorta chuckled when I read this just because of how similar it seems to my own stuff. Been depressed and lonely since I was 12 and here I am at 19 with a hopeless future and no will to move forward. Idk if any of what I'm saying is weird or not, I'm not the best at social stuff. I just say what I'm thinking, I prefer to try to be honest with others.

i relate to you on not being good socially lol. when i was younger i was very social and energetic, but now its almost like im the exact opposite. cant even leave the house without feeling anxious lol. i guess we are similar people.

 

[XKZyn]

hi! thank you for your words. im not planning to ctb anytime soon, its just thoughts ive been having for years. and even after just 1 day on this website i already feel a bit better and accepted.

i relate to you on not being good socially lol. when i was younger i was very social and energetic, but now its almost like im the exact opposite. cant even leave the house without feeling anxious lol. i guess we are similar people.

Personally for me I just hate being looked at, I don't mind the occasional looks but I hate when there's too many eyes. Anyways have a good day and be sure to eat and drink something.

 

[Eriktf]

welcome