I'm ready to go. Don't wanna be on this planet anymore.

[Mooseanonsky]

Trump won. Republicans have Senate, House, and Supreme Court as if I didn't need more reasons to CTB. As a neurodivergent non binary POC on disability, fuck everyone who voted for this mother fucker and fuck those who didn't vote at all. We're so fucked. "hurr bOth siDes are bad, eLecTion doesNt matterrrr" shut up. I'm done.

I have SN but no meto. Am I gonna puke and survive if I just do the whole thing without it? And if yall have any other not too painful methods, please let me know.

 

[Goosechan]

I'm sorry you're going through all this political strife and divide and threatening of a human treatment on top of whatever else might be going on in your life. I don't have the advice you ask for, but I wanted to let you know that you are heard here and you are not alone.

 

[Tac0Johnz]

same gonna follow through soon. I don't have SN sadly but after I'm done filling out my suicide sketchbook and write my notes I'm gonna hang full suspension (for me it hurts everytime, but I hope I'll pass out before I hang). I don't care about staying alive for my family, fiance, and close ones out of obligation anymore, if anything he just sped up my ctb date. Any afterlife or anything at all is better than this reality. All my hope is lost and any remaining fragments are shattered and turned to dust.

 

[ChiseHatori]

It's not necessarily the election that's got me like this, it's watching myself lose all faith in humans very slowly over the course of a few years. I've become such a bitter and angry person. I knew many were too far gone and I don't blame each individual. It's moreover a lack of education and brainwashing as far as I've seen. If I can't somehow get out of the country soon I don't think I can hold out, either. I need to live somewhere far away and isolated from people. Sadly disability makes it a pipe dream. I will have to push through my countless issues, physical and mental. I want to give it a try -- but I cannot blame anybody who is feeling like they have lost the strength, especially in a position similar to mine. I only hope we will all find peace either way, truly.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Idk what you can actually do. Democracy is basically a good thing but when there're not clear majorities (like 80-90 or even 95%+) then there's always a big portion of the people in a country who's will isn't represented. enough or not represented at all. That leads to an inevitable discontent among the population. But honestly, it's not a good idea to kys bc of politics (like becoming a martyr).

Again, I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[Mooseanonsky]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Idk what you can actually do. Democracy is basically a good thing but when there're not clear majorities (like 80-90 or even 95%+) then there's always a big portion of the people in a country who's will isn't represented. enough or not represented at all. That leads to an inevitable discontent among the population. But honestly, it's not a good idea to kys bc of politics (like becoming a martyr).

Again, I'm sorry you have to go through this.

These politics will affect my entire life. If they get rid of social security payments and Medicare, that's it. I'm fucked. I'm autistic/adhd, schizoaffective, and unable to work a full time job. I have chronic pain and I take quite a few different medications that are cheap thanks to my insurance.

I've been suicidal for almost 20 years now, this is just another reason to go through with it. Because America isn't coming back from this shit.

 

[Omnia131]

It's not necessarily the election that's got me like this, it's watching myself lose all faith in humans very slowly over the course of a few years. I've become such a bitter and angry person. I knew many were too far gone and I don't blame each individual. It's moreover a lack of education and brainwashing as far as I've seen. If I can't somehow get out of the country soon I don't think I can hold out, either. I need to live somewhere far away and isolated from people. Sadly disability makes it a pipe dream. I will have to push through my countless issues, physical and mental. I want to give it a try -- but I cannot blame anybody who is feeling like they have lost the strength, especially in a position similar to mine. I only hope we will all find peace either way, truly.

That's the saddest part...that this isn't a surprise to anyone keeping tabs of how the social sphere has been moving for the last six years.
This sped up my CTB
This whole event just further made me realize that the world (or America) at least is so hateful of so many people that just want to be live a happy, healthy life.
I never wanted to be here but now more than ever.

 

[n0exit]

These politics will affect my entire life. If they get rid of social security payments and Medicare, that's it. I'm fucked. I'm autistic/adhd, schizoaffective, and unable to work a full time job. I have chronic pain and I take quite a few different medications that are cheap thanks to my insurance.

I've been suicidal for almost 20 years now, this is just another reason to go through with it. Because America isn't coming back from this shit.

yep, same. If Medicaid is gone, I will be gone too - whether I end up being able to afford my way to CTB, or probably by one of my illnesses killing me. I'm not certain which will come first. Everything was already bad enough, but now this? There is no point anymore. I'm so exhausted, and im so sick of hanging by the thinnest thread there is.

I've been suicidal around the same amount of years as well. Which is depressing. But between my health, being a heroin addict for years (and being sober has... not made things better, sadly), and so much else - it's wild I even stayed this long. And I wish I hadn't.

I'm truly so sorry you're in such a similar position.

 

[Dmoore3232]

Trump won. Republicans have Senate, House, and Supreme Court as if I didn't need more reasons to CTB. As a neurodivergent non binary POC on disability, fuck everyone who voted for this mother fucker and fuck those who didn't vote at all. We're so fucked. "hurr bOth siDes are bad, eLecTion doesNt matterrrr" shut up. I'm done.

I have SN but no meto. Am I gonna puke and survive if I just do the whole thing without it? And if yall have any other not too painful methods, please let me know.

Nice avatar, what is that from? Politicians on both sides are no good. They want you divided.

 

[Leiot]

We'll survive. We did last time. He couldn't get shit done last time even with a Republican Congress.

 

[Kadaver]

I feel you. I'm also a POC nonbinary person who's trying to get on disability. Suppose I can kiss that hope goodbye. I truly feel disgusted with every single person who gave that pos their vote.

If god is real he has truly forsaken me.

 

[voir2]

Trump won but he did not get 100%. I am not american and I don't live there. America is quite diverse. You can still live in a democrat state.
You must have thought about ctb before that election. That should be your choice and not a response to a bad democratic system