BringMeToLife
I'm stuck in here
- Apr 13, 2023
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I look at myself from 4 years ago and can say that I haven't grown since then. I used to learn things, improve in them, but then I stopped. When/ Why? I don't remember that moment. I just know that my skills haven't improved at all, my memory has gotten worse, I don't remember the book I've read a week ago and my anxiety is coming back. It all makes me feel that I've wasted my potential. I want to go to bed and just sleep. Hide from everyone and not do anything
I wish i had an actual excuse to kill myself
"i couldn't deal with the stress school caused me" doesn't sound like enough
it's not like im forced to go to that place, i got what i wanted - home schooling and that should be enough
so why am i stressing out so much that suicide feels like the best relief
i feel bad for feeling so suicidal
i don't have a reason for feeling that miserable im overreacting im too sensitive, others would go through this so easily
im a joke really
i feel bad for feeling so suicidal
i don't have a reason for feeling that miserable im overreacting im too sensitive, others would go through this so easily
im a joke really
I wish i had an actual excuse to kill myself
"i couldn't deal with the stress school caused me" doesn't sound like enough
it's not like im forced to go to that place, i got what i wanted - home schooling and that should be enough
so why am i stressing out so much that suicide feels like the best relief
i feel bad for feeling so suicidal
i don't have a reason for feeling that miserable im overreacting im too sensitive, others would go through this so easily
im a joke really
i feel bad for feeling so suicidal
i don't have a reason for feeling that miserable im overreacting im too sensitive, others would go through this so easily
im a joke really
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