ForsakenShadow
Member
- Jul 22, 2023
- 24
All my life I've never amounted to anything, never meant anything, or made a difference… I was just there. I'm so fucking lonely and it just drains all my energy. But I have to pick myself back up again every time, for what? Just to get knocked back down? There's no end in sight. I'm sitting here in my dorm with a shit ton of stuff I need to do but I don't have the energy for any of it. I can't do this on my ownunder the bed is my SN and AE, all I have to do is book a hotel and I can be free from it all… but I can't bring myself to do it. I'm hoping one day I'll just snap and get it done but deep down I know that's not gonna happen. I'm so scared, wish I had someone here for me :/