Help Im slowly starting to lose myself and my mind is giving up

[Surai]

Im noticing im starting to not care how I act around others, im starting to fully lose my composure and I think people are slowly starting to notice not that they care or that matters. Im losing it, Im acting different Im spending more carelessly trying to get a hit out of life but nothing is staying. It makes me sad, for the first time in a long while Im tearing up and crying for myself I cant believe its gotten to this point I never wanted it to get to this point, It makes me lose all my will to live or even think of a future. I just want to die
Im even speaking incoherently my words are scewed when they come out of my mouth, my grammer is regressing , it takes me a while to react Im slow, its like my body wants to shut down

 

[TANETS]

I feel you. The phrase "everything passes," is what's keeping me afloat at the moment.