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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
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i have no friends. ive almost entirely emotionally detached from my ex. i am alone. at work coworkers will ask how i am , and when i say "tired" they always follow up with "party too much last night?" i wish i could say yes but whats a party if its only myself . i genuinely do not have anyone that asks to see me & it sucks. i only leave the house to work. i want to die
 
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DegenerateLoser

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Sep 10, 2024
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i have no friends. ive almost entirely emotionally detached from my ex. i am alone. at work coworkers will ask how i am , and when i say "tired" they always follow up with "party too much last night?" i wish i could say yes but whats a party if its only myself . i genuinely do not have anyone that asks to see me & it sucks. i only leave the house to work. i want to die
I have no friends and a family that is relatively broke. I managed to acquire nearly $800,000 USDC of cryptocurrency off months of trading and I lost it all gambling just now on Stake. I want to end my life just like you but I have no idea how to go about it because of surveillance by my family and no means of acquiring a handgun.
 
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Aloneandinpain

Experienced
Dec 25, 2023
245
I don't even have work colleagues, nor an ex. Obviously no friends either.

I find it helps to talk to animals as if they're my friends.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
659
I understand your feelings. I'm alone too. This year, I destroyed everything. I had a budding romance that I torpedoed because I knew that I was going to ctb and I did not want her to be part of that. One of my closest friends was her best friend which made it that much easier to wreck that friendship. And finally I have made my little brother and best friend not want to talk to me anymore, he was all I really had left to stick around for. And now there's no reason for me to stay. I'm entirely alone. There's no one I talk to on a daily basis, no friends, just work.
 
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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
49
I understand your feelings. I'm alone too. This year, I destroyed everything. I had a budding romance that I torpedoed because I knew that I was going to ctb and I did not want her to be part of that. One of my closest friends was her best friend which made it that much easier to wreck that friendship. And finally I have made my little brother and best friend not want to talk to me anymore, he was all I really had left to stick around for. And now there's no reason for me to stay. I'm entirely alone. There's no one I talk to on a daily basis, no friends, just work.
i sabotage my relationships too. it sucks because i wish i had that happy ending like movies have. if u ever wanna chat im here. i hate feeling alone
I don't even have work colleagues, nor an ex. Obviously no friends either.

I find it helps to talk to animals as if they're my friends.
i feel guilty for my animals too. i hate that they have to watch me suffer. im here if u ever wanna chat
I have no friends and a family that is relatively broke. I managed to acquire nearly $800,000 USDC of cryptocurrency off months of trading and I lost it all gambling just now on Stake. I want to end my life just like you but I have no idea how to go about it because of surveillance by my family and no means of acquiring a handgun.
ive lot a fair amount of money gambling too, i have $20 to my name i completely resonate with that. if u ever wanna talk im here
 
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dontwakemeup

Arcanist
Nov 11, 2024
469
I'm so everyone is having a difficult time, including myself. I hope we all can find a peace of happiness in this life before it's over. We don't deserve to live in pain everyday whether it's physical or mental, we all need a break. My favorite saying that helps me is, I can't live forever and today is 1 less day I have to be here! Our private jets will arrive soon and take us away!
 
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