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- Jun 26, 2023
- 67
My SN arrived yesterday, on Thursday!!
God, the peace and relief I felt the days before. The happiness, the luck.
Knowing I can end it all whenever I want to, whenever I need to.
Now I have it and.. I can just be gone..
My only concern is the taste/vomiting.
I'll do the 8h regime with:
- Metamizole
- Clonazepam
- Polamidone
and maybe Beta Blockers cuz my mom has them lying around.
I'll make a new thread when I've decided I'll go thru with it.
Hopefully soon!
Or maybe life decides to become so beautiful and amazing that I won't need it for now, who knows.
God, the peace and relief I felt the days before. The happiness, the luck.
Knowing I can end it all whenever I want to, whenever I need to.
Now I have it and.. I can just be gone..
My only concern is the taste/vomiting.
I'll do the 8h regime with:
- Metamizole
- Clonazepam
- Polamidone
and maybe Beta Blockers cuz my mom has them lying around.
I'll make a new thread when I've decided I'll go thru with it.
Hopefully soon!
Or maybe life decides to become so beautiful and amazing that I won't need it for now, who knows.