I'm so stupid

[copioushopelessness]

A few months ago I threw out my method and each and every day I hate myself more for it. I didn't throw it thinking it would get better, in fact I knew things would get much worse. I guess I was paranoid about it being found or si took over.

 

[MyShadow]

A few months ago I threw out my method and each and every day I hate myself more for it. I didn't throw it thinking it would get better, in fact I knew things would get much worse. I guess I was paranoid about it being found or si took over.

You're not stupid. Unfortunately, like us, you're human and that survival instinct is something that's hardwired into every one of us. It's not like you're overcoming a bad habit like chewing off your fingernails.