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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Hey everybody,

I've been in a really dark place recently. I feel so alone and I'm really not sure why I'm still here. It feels like I'm losing my grip on reality. Everything around me seems like it's in a different realm.

Because of this feeling I've been trying to find ways to get out of myself. So I've been drinking a lot and using different drugs to try and escape.

I'm sorry to everybody for getting drunk and posting weird shit.

I really enjoy being part of this community. I really love all of you. And I support everyone in their positions in life. I Just want to feel like I'm needed/wanted. And I find that here. You are all my family and I truly, honestly love each and every one of you.

Thank you all for being who you are. You're wonderful on every way imaginable. I really mean that.

So again I'm sorry for everything I've done and said when I was drunk. I didn't mean any harm by any means. If you wanna talk feel free to message me anytime.

I really do love this site and all of the people that frequent it. Thank you for being you.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Hey everybody,

I've been in a really dark place recently. I feel so alone and I'm really not sure why I'm still here. It feels like I'm losing my grip on reality. Everything around me seems like it's in a different realm.

Because of this feeling I've been trying to find ways to get out of myself. So I've been drinking a lot and using different drugs to try and escape.

I'm sorry to everybody for getting drunk and posting weird shit.

I really enjoy being part of this community. I really love all of you. And I support everyone in their positions in life. I Just want to feel like I'm needed/wanted. And I find that here. You are all my family and I truly, honestly love each and every one of you.

Thank you all for being who you are. You're wonderful on every way imaginable. I really mean that.

So again I'm sorry for everything I've done and said when I was drunk. I didn't mean any harm by any means. If you wanna talk feel free to message me anytime.

I really do love this site and all of the people that frequent it. Thank you for being you.
Don't be sorry. We all make mistakes, I don't know you well but I'm still here for you. Don't be so hard on yourself x
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
Hey everybody,

I've been in a really dark place recently. I feel so alone and I'm really not sure why I'm still here. It feels like I'm losing my grip on reality. Everything around me seems like it's in a different realm.

Because of this feeling I've been trying to find ways to get out of myself. So I've been drinking a lot and using different drugs to try and escape.

I'm sorry to everybody for getting drunk and posting weird shit.

I really enjoy being part of this community. I really love all of you. And I support everyone in their positions in life. I Just want to feel like I'm needed/wanted. And I find that here. You are all my family and I truly, honestly love each and every one of you.

Thank you all for being who you are. You're wonderful on every way imaginable. I really mean that.

So again I'm sorry for everything I've done and said when I was drunk. I didn't mean any harm by any means. If you wanna talk feel free to message me anytime.

I really do love this site and all of the people that frequent it. Thank you for being you.
I haven't read what you mean, but seriously... if that's the worst thing you've done lately, color me jealous. Appreciated, but no apologies necessary.
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Thank you guys for your love and support. You really hold a special place in my heart.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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I admit telling everyone you knew where to get N and that you'd tested its purity was a little weird, but we all do weird things when we're drunk - and I don't think anyone believed it anyway, so no harm done. With that said, all is forgiven!
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
I admit telling everyone you knew where to get N and that you'd tested its purity was a little weird, but we all do weird things when we're drunk - and I don't think anyone believed it anyway, so no harm done. With that said, all is forgiven!
Thank you very much.
 

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