Im the worst

[Daizai]

I am the worst person out here in the world. People may not know it, they think I am naive and very shy, but infact I am perverted and have sort of a killer instinct. I always I believe have thought about killing people. I never really knew why. I think this should be why I should kill myself - so I cannot cause any more harm to people.
I think that if I would live any longer, I wouldve become a serial killer.
Sorry btw just noticed this was posted in recovery thread, should be in offtopic
It really is a mystery to how this happened tho. I dont believe it is nature. At least I never thought about killing people before until I turned 12yo. I slowly just started to hate the world more and more.
At this point I am even hating myself, for not being like a normal person. At school most people think I am an idiot, I do think that is true. I am an idiot. I am a dumb retard who shouldve never been born. I have only caused problems for everyone around me.

 

[Rachel74]

I am the worst person out here in the world. People may not know it, they think I am naive and very shy, but infact I am perverted and have sort of a killer instinct. I always I believe have thought about killing people. I never really knew why. I think this should be why I should kill myself - so I cannot cause any more harm to people.
I think that if I would live any longer, I wouldve become a serial killer.
Sorry btw just noticed this was posted in recovery thread, should be in offtopic
It really is a mystery to how this happened tho. I dont believe it is nature. At least I never thought about killing people before until I turned 12yo. I slowly just started to hate the world more and more.
At this point I am even hating myself, for not being like a normal person. At school most people think I am an idiot, I do think that is true. I am an idiot. I am a dumb retard who shouldve never been born. I have only caused problems for everyone around me.

It's a WOW from me

 

[ALiflessDreamerOtaku]

U have this because u hate the world?i think I'm thinking the same.I envy others why others can live so happily and I can just get bullied and be seen as an idiot
Same goes for me but probably a bit less serious comparing to u
I hate the world as well
But have u tried to talk to the people and accept the world before u try to hate the world?
Just try socialising with them and be nice
Until u cannot endure this anymore like me
Good luck for you