Help I’m tired of life

[Exhausted!]

I'm tired of feeling this way. All I do is screw up. All I'm still living for is my grand babies. But they are young enough they will be able to move on. I don't know how though to end it all. I think I'm brave enough and I know I'm ready. It's literally all I think about lately. I want it to be as quick and painless as possible. I tried searching online the side effects of certain ways but it's all mixed information. Please help!

 

[Off_Switch]

If your children have children, you have made it pretty far. Might as well push through to end.