I'm tired

[SadGirl]

I'm tired of people, I'm not able to open up to anyone, in a deeper relationship. Anyone I know and tries to get close, I push away because I don't want anyone close to me. I don't know why this is, if it must be something from my subconscious to protect me or I don't know. I'm tired of everything, look at the news in the newspapers, look at how the world is, look at how bad people are, I hate people, I wish the world would just end and disappear with humanity.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

I'm tired of people, I'm not able to open up to anyone, in a deeper relationship. Anyone I know and tries to get close, I push away because I don't want anyone close to me. I don't know why this is, if it must be something from my subconscious to protect me or I don't know. I'm tired of everything, look at the news in the newspapers, look at how the world is, look at how bad people are, I hate people, I wish the world would just end and disappear with humanity.

This could have been written by me. Word for word.

 

[summers]

I wish the world would just end and disappear with humanity.

On the bright side, this will assuredly happen, but unfortunately not in our lifetimes. There are three things that will destroy the planet:
1. Large enough asteroid or meteor. Will happen at some point, but who knows when.
2. The moon is moving away from earth slowly. Eventually, it will move far enough away that it's orbit slows, and it will begin to fall back toward earth. It will break up and crash into the earth in prices. This is a planet killer. Entire surface will be lava.

Earth And Moon May Be On Long-Term Collision Course

The Earth and Moon may be on a very long-term collision course.

www.google.com

3. The sun will expand to nearly Earth's orbit and absorb the planet. Luckily, the planet will be unlivable billions of years before this.

However it happens, humans will become extinct at some point :)

 

[Midgardsorm]

On the bright side, this will assuredly happen, but unfortunately not in our lifetimes. There are three things that will destroy the planet:
1. Large enough asteroid or meteor. Will happen at some point, but who knows when.
2. The moon is moving away from earth slowly. Eventually, it will move far enough away that it's orbit slows, and it will begin to fall back toward earth. It will break up and crash into the earth in prices. This is a planet killer. Entire surface will be lava.

Earth And Moon May Be On Long-Term Collision Course

The Earth and Moon may be on a very long-term collision course.

www.google.com

3. The sun will expand to nearly Earth's orbit and absorb the planet. Luckily, the planet will be unlivable billions of years before this.

However it happens, humans will become extinct at some point :)

2 seems like a threat. I'll have to learn how to play "Oath of Order" on my Ocarina to summon the four guardians for that.
( Someone will get the reference ^^ )

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@OP

I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
Personally I never pushed anyone away. I'm too repugnant to actually meet people.
But I met people who said they do that.

It really seems like a defense mechanism to protect yourself from pain that people may cause.
People are really "dangerous", but if we don't lower our defenses, loneliness will set in and it is just as dangerous as people.
Or maybe you just hate people and likes to be alone.

I think other users might be more helpful with advices on how to deal with that.
But I offer my sympathies and please, don't feel bad about yourself. Humanity were always strange, difficult to deal with. Sometimes I think I am alien.

I wish you the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life certainly is very tiring. I cannot wait to be free from this world and the thing I want is to fall asleep and never wake again. I really dislike people too, it always makes me feel worse being around others. I wish you the best.

 

[SadGirl]

On the bright side, this will assuredly happen, but unfortunately not in our lifetimes. There are three things that will destroy the planet:
1. Large enough asteroid or meteor. Will happen at some point, but who knows when.
2. The moon is moving away from earth slowly. Eventually, it will move far enough away that it's orbit slows, and it will begin to fall back toward earth. It will break up and crash into the earth in prices. This is a planet killer. Entire surface will be lava.

Earth And Moon May Be On Long-Term Collision Course

The Earth and Moon may be on a very long-term collision course.

www.google.com

3. The sun will expand to nearly Earth's orbit and absorb the planet. Luckily, the planet will be unlivable billions of years before this.

However it happens, humans will become extinct at some point :)

Hope :)

 

[OrcWitch]

Anyone I know and tries to get close, I push away because I don't want anyone close to me. I don't know why this is, if it must be something from my subconscious to protect me or I don't know.

Probably avoiding loss/abandonment due to a pattern of it happening before. It is a rough cycle.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Me too. Society is hostile territory for me. Every time I exit my house danger music starts playing in the backround and I'm on edge all of the time, expecting misfortune at every turn. And it's draining me.

 

[Worndown]

I'm tired of people, I'm not able to open up to anyone, in a deeper relationship. Anyone I know and tries to get close, I push away because I don't want anyone close to me. I don't know why this is, if it must be something from my subconscious to protect me or I don't know. I'm tired of everything, look at the news in the newspapers, look at how the world is, look at how bad people are, I hate people, I wish the world would just end and disappear with humanity.

If you have not moved past a previous relationship, allowing others into your life could be viewed as cheating. It is not always easy to move on but, as they say, life moves on.
Look for your own value. Focus on who you are and what you can be. You will never forget them but you can live a good life without them.
Having someone to talk to might help. Do not discount others.

 

[CogitoMori]

I wish I pushed people away, because at least that would explain why they leave. I pull them as close as they say they want to be and then they recoil as if they didn't tell me they want to be close.