This will be my first serious attempt never tried to kill myself before but played around with partial suspension hoping i would just do it more of a test than attempt. I start my night shift in 5 hours straight after work i'm going to tesco buying the best rope for the job and then i will try in my car somewhere isolated. Knowing my parents care has stopped me from trying in the past but i owe it to myself to put myself out of misery theres no reason to stick around anymore never was. I know this will hurt them if it works but i'm just done had enough. Hopefully this will be my last post and everything will work but being realistic i'm more likely to be back on this website dissapointed that i'm still here. Just thought i would post this. I am scared about what happens next but more importantly just want to get this over with finally after all this torture.
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Trashcan
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Whatever you do I hope you can find peace. If I was you though I'd practice more and look up on some of the threads about hanging that helped me tremendously. I know you want to go just as much as I do but I wouldn't be so careless without a plan. Everytime I spontaneously decided to do it only ended in failure.
Practice is strongly recommended. But good luck anyway. I hope you're able to do it on your first try.
wanttodie
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worldexploder
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Partial might take some practice. Good luck and I hope you find your peace.
Have not been on here for a while but just letting you know i'm still here i tried it with a belt because i thought it would work but turns out it was very awkward and not very efficient. I have learned how to tie a proper slipknot in the meantime and practiced with shoelaces and some clothesline. They should work perfectly when the time comes the shoelaces are suprisingly strong i will probably use the clothesline though. I think the problem with the belt is there is no slipknot and that is the important thing when hanging.
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