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chana1877

Member
Aug 26, 2023
6
Hello, beautiful souls.

I posted back in August about how I can't CTB because I two kids who are dependent on me.

But I'm so scared that I'm not going to make it... the pain is so great, and I feel so utterly trapped in this life.

Not much is going to be accomplished with this post. I need to get myself together, there are people who need me to be there for them. I swear I'm doing my best but it's so hard.

I love all of you even though we haven't met and don't know each other <3 happy New Year
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: InversedShadow, Redacted24, Pluto and 5 others
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fuzzy-clown

Experienced
Nov 27, 2022
227
I hope that you can find a way to get untrapped.
Happy new year.
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Specialist
Nov 24, 2023
357
Just remember you're not alone like there's so many people including myself who you can message anytime you're struggling.
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
317
All of us are pulling for you, and from similar places. Collectively we're strong! You can do this! :heart:
 

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