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dqngerous

dqngerous

i am the damned, i am the dead
Nov 11, 2024
31
hello, i'm @dqngerous! you can call me danger if you want. i'm a 19 year old girl from the US.

i discovered this site last night, it's kind of silly if you think about it. i am addicted to "dark" videos on youtube lol. long story short, i was watching a reddit video that mentioned the old subreddit and someone's story, danny, i think.

the youtuber in question was judgemental of the sub, but i was intrigued. i googled the subreddit and low and behold found this site! i spent hours lurking last night and decided to register this morning.

anyway, i'm getting a little carried away, lol!!! i'll try to make my story as condensed as possible.

i don't want to give away too much about myself so i'll just say this: i've been an anxious mess since i gained consciousness and depressed and suicidal (on and off) since adolescence. my mom died when i was 12 which has negatively affected me in many ways. in the past couple years i've realized my struggle with BED since i was a kid. i grew up in a poor family and my dad worked long hours so i hardly saw him as a kid, and when i did, he was always so angry. he's medicated and a great dad now, but i think the way he was when i was a child affected our ability to really connect. i love him but i don't feel close to him. but we have a good relationship. i think that pretty much covers everything.

it could be worse. i'm grateful for everything i have even if i can't help but feel a bit sorry for myself. i'm not looking for pity. just some people who won't judge me.

as of now i feel kind of stuck. i still live with my dad working a part time job. my social anxiety is holding me back. i know it is. and yet i can't seem to do anything more with my life. i don't think i'm capable to exist and function as a regular person in society. i've never felt i fit anywhere. the closest i've felt is in online fan spaces but even those can feel a bit cliquey.

anyways, that's a bit about me in terms of mental health and trauma, lol. i don't have any plants to CTB (i used the term!) as of now, but we'll see how it goes.


P.S. if you can't tell by my profile, i'm a huge michael jackson fan. if there's anymore on here feel free to comment or PM me!!!
 
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alltoomuch2

alltoomuch2

Warlock
Feb 10, 2024
769
hello, i'm @dqngerous! you can call me danger if you want. i'm a 19 year old girl from the US.

i discovered this site last night, it's kind of silly if you think about it. i am addicted to "dark" videos on youtube lol. long story short, i was watching a reddit video that mentioned the old subreddit and someone's story, danny, i think.

the youtuber in question was judgemental of the sub, but i was intrigued. i googled the subreddit and low and behold found this site! i spent hours lurking last night and decided to register this morning.

anyway, i'm getting a little carried away, lol!!! i'll try to make my story as condensed as possible.

i don't want to give away too much about myself so i'll just say this: i've been an anxious mess since i gained consciousness and depressed and suicidal (on and off) since adolescence. my mom died when i was 12 which has negatively affected me in many ways. in the past couple years i've realized my struggle with BED since i was a kid. i grew up in a poor family and my dad worked long hours so i hardly saw him as a kid, and when i did, he was always so angry. he's medicated and a great dad now, but i think the way he was when i was a child affected our ability to really connect. i love him but i don't feel close to him. but we have a good relationship. i think that pretty much covers everything.

it could be worse. i'm grateful for everything i have even if i can't help but feel a bit sorry for myself. i'm not looking for pity. just some people who won't judge me.

as of now i feel kind of stuck. i still live with my dad working a part time job. my social anxiety is holding me back. i know it is. and yet i can't seem to do anything more with my life. i don't think i'm capable to exist and function as a regular person in society. i've never felt i fit anywhere. the closest i've felt is in online fan spaces but even those can feel a bit cliquey.

anyways, that's a bit about me in terms of mental health and trauma, lol. i don't have any plants to CTB (i used the term!) as of now, but we'll see how it goes.


P.S. if you can't tell by my profile, i'm a huge michael jackson fan. if there's anymore on here feel free to comment or PM me!!!
The off topic and recovery sections are good if you're not planning ctb. Can I gently suggest you block the suicide discussion section for now while you're not suicidal. You can unblock it again whenever you want.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,656
Welcome to SaSu!
 
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Ozzyno

Ozzyno

Lovely loner.
Oct 10, 2024
121
hello, i'm @dqngerous! you can call me danger if you want. i'm a 19 year old girl from the US.

i discovered this site last night, it's kind of silly if you think about it. i am addicted to "dark" videos on youtube lol. long story short, i was watching a reddit video that mentioned the old subreddit and someone's story, danny, i think.

the youtuber in question was judgemental of the sub, but i was intrigued. i googled the subreddit and low and behold found this site! i spent hours lurking last night and decided to register this morning.

anyway, i'm getting a little carried away, lol!!! i'll try to make my story as condensed as possible.

i don't want to give away too much about myself so i'll just say this: i've been an anxious mess since i gained consciousness and depressed and suicidal (on and off) since adolescence. my mom died when i was 12 which has negatively affected me in many ways. in the past couple years i've realized my struggle with BED since i was a kid. i grew up in a poor family and my dad worked long hours so i hardly saw him as a kid, and when i did, he was always so angry. he's medicated and a great dad now, but i think the way he was when i was a child affected our ability to really connect. i love him but i don't feel close to him. but we have a good relationship. i think that pretty much covers everything.

it could be worse. i'm grateful for everything i have even if i can't help but feel a bit sorry for myself. i'm not looking for pity. just some people who won't judge me.

as of now i feel kind of stuck. i still live with my dad working a part time job. my social anxiety is holding me back. i know it is. and yet i can't seem to do anything more with my life. i don't think i'm capable to exist and function as a regular person in society. i've never felt i fit anywhere. the closest i've felt is in online fan spaces but even those can feel a bit cliquey.

anyways, that's a bit about me in terms of mental health and trauma, lol. i don't have any plants to CTB (i used the term!) as of now, but we'll see how it goes.


P.S. if you can't tell by my profile, i'm a huge michael jackson fan. if there's anymore on here feel free to comment or PM me!!!
Welcome! I lurk on this site daily and I haven't seen any bad side effects…
 
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dqngerous

dqngerous

i am the damned, i am the dead
Nov 11, 2024
31
The off topic and recovery sections are good if you're not planning ctb. Can I gently suggest you block the suicide discussion section for now while you're not suicidal. You can unblock it again whenever you want.
i am suicidal, i'm just not sure about methods and timing atm
Welcome to SaSu!
thank you!
Welcome! I lurk on this site daily and I haven't seen any bad side effects…
haha thank you!
 
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alltoomuch2

alltoomuch2

Warlock
Feb 10, 2024
769
i am suicidal, i'm just not sure about methods and timing atm

thank you!

haha thank you!
Sorry. I misunderstood you saying you had no plans. Welcome to SaSu
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
979
Welcome to the SaSu forum!
Please be aware that there are "lurkers" here with other motives.
But generally it's a really nice, supportive place with lots of caring people.
The megathreads are a great place to gather information on methods etc.
Again, welcome to the forum!!! 🌹💔
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,799
Welcome, I hope you find comfort in this community. It's become a safe home for most of us.
 
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dqngerous

dqngerous

i am the damned, i am the dead
Nov 11, 2024
31
Welcome to the SaSu forum!
Please be aware that there are "lurkers" here with other motives.
But generally it's a really nice, supportive place with lots of caring people.
The megathreads are a great place to gather information on methods etc.
Again, welcome to the forum!!! 🌹💔
yes i've seen many many posts about it through my searching!! thank you so much for the warning and advice! :)
Welcome, I hope you find comfort in this community. It's become a safe home for most of us.
i appreciate that <3
thank you!
 

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