
Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 593
So I really fucking hate how extroverts persecute us. Because I don't like the constant attention. The constant noise and surroundings. People think something's wrong with me. And it frustrates me, because they don't understand that all that crazy energy I have sometimes; takes months of recharging.
When I'm running on empty; I can be hard to deal with. And the constant pressure from people telling me to be happy kills me, literally. I'll resort to cutting to be their person, and they're still judging me.
They're always like what wrong, and I'll be like I just don't feel like it. And they'll be like, why? But that's the problem isn't it. It's okay to not be okay. And sometimes it's a me/myself/I type of thing.
World hunger, inequality, pedophilia, rape, murder, etc. Depresses me, if a person wants to help fix that. But don't expect me to ignore or accept it. I like quietness and isolation to kill my mind.
When I'm running on empty; I can be hard to deal with. And the constant pressure from people telling me to be happy kills me, literally. I'll resort to cutting to be their person, and they're still judging me.
They're always like what wrong, and I'll be like I just don't feel like it. And they'll be like, why? But that's the problem isn't it. It's okay to not be okay. And sometimes it's a me/myself/I type of thing.
World hunger, inequality, pedophilia, rape, murder, etc. Depresses me, if a person wants to help fix that. But don't expect me to ignore or accept it. I like quietness and isolation to kill my mind.