Discussion Is anyone else waiting for the perfect date?

[Manic Panic]

I'm patiently waiting on the perfect date to finally ctb. I feel ready but I'm finally at peace with when I plan for my body to be found.

Is anyone else feeling this way ? Do you feel peace when you know you finally have a date ?

 

[suacide]

I'm thinking if I still want to go through it, May 23rd next year. I just know it has to be May 23rd. If you're comfortable, do you wanna share yours?

 

[Manic Panic]

I'm thinking if I still want to go through it, May 23rd next year. I just know it has to be May 23rd. If you're comfortable, do you wanna share yours?

Sometime next week I don't wanna jinx it

 

[suacide]

Sometime next week I don't wanna jinx it

I hope however it goes, you'll be at peace
But to answer your question properly, yeah I think the thought does give me peace. It's like knowing for sure, things will change one way or another. It's a really important day to me too, though it does make me nervous to think if I can't get it right then, I'll have to wait a year.

 

[exhumed101]

I'm patiently waiting on the perfect date to finally ctb. I feel ready but I'm finally at peace with when I plan for my body to be found.

Is anyone else feeling this way ? Do you feel peace when you know you finally have a date ?

I will probably commit suicide the next year

 

[isthisforreal]

I have my date planned already but it is something I am not completely set on, it isn't "the perfect date" or anything, just a more convenient one for me. If you guys don't mind sharing, what sort of things could be classed as a "perfect date" for CTB?

 

[adoptedpain]

How do you get permissions to contact individuals on here for support when you relate to exactly what is being expressed?

 

[secretghost]

How do you get permissions to contact individuals on here for support when you relate to exactly what is being expressed?

I think it really is just an automatic function after you hit a mysterious but not super hard to achieve amount of posts and comments

I have my date planned already but it is something I am not completely set on, it isn't "the perfect date" or anything, just a more convenient one for me. If you guys don't mind sharing, what sort of things could be classed as a "perfect date" for CTB?

This is the same for me. I only picked that particular date from a range of data because it seemed convenient for myself and for the early fried process of loved ones, correlating with other stuff going on this summer (ex:' the day of someone else's memorial service is a bad day to find out your partner caught the bus' is kind of things I was thinking about when I set my date) I'm not sure what a perfect date might be, unless someone was trying to be particularly poetic or symbolic in the date. Since I won't be here after, I mostly just tried to think about the implications of the date on the ones who will grieve me