notevenhere
Ghost Angel
- Apr 27, 2023
- 102
My best friend died a month ago. It took their death to figure out the man who loved me for 12 years was someone I needed and loved and would get better for, but I know he doesn't love me ENOUGH to be in a relationship with me. His love is conditional, as it should be. If i don't get better, there is no chance. And who's to say someone new will come right in and sweep him off of my grasp? Then, what was the suffering worth for? I'll order a rope before the sun rises.