CallmeWill4719
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- Nov 11, 2024
- 52
When I constantly do not want to be here and my mental illness BS thinks the other person is better off and kind of wants to sabotage the relationship? So many days I just don't understand why this guy is into me and I just feel like I don't deserve him which I know is so dumb. Relationships are so scary but I've never had one and I'm really trying to make one work I just feel so selfish all the time for trying to do this in the first place when so many things set me off and I just want to die.