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Nervous young man

Nervous young man

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My window for committing ctb is unfortunately quickly getting more and more closed thanks to self centered people, I was wondering if I could just start downing several glasses of nitrites and just not vomit. How intense is the vomiting?

Any help is greatly appreciated. I'm scared someone is going to call a welfare check on me too so maybe I should just accept my opsec was THAT BAD and go with whatever consequences happen.
 
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DarkestSoul

DarkestSoul

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Anti-emetic is necessary as it will stop nausea.
There are several cases of vomitting even after taking metoclopramide as per suggested doses.

You can imagine what would happen if it's not taken.
There's a higher risk that you'd puke all of SN out and as a result you'd fail.

But if you feel confident that you wouldn't throw up at least not the most of SN;
You could ignore the anti-emetics.

Whatever you do; wish you the best and be at peace. ✌🏻
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

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Many people on here have said it's not 100% required and that people vomit even with them. Better safe than sorry though I guess?
 
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outofbounds

outofbounds

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Jan 28, 2025
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Anti-emetic is necessary as it will stop nausea.
There are several cases of vomitting even after taking metoclopramide as per suggested doses.
Doesn't the guide say you can just take another dose if you throw the first one up? I get that it's better safe than sorry, but antiemetics are hard to get in some cases. I'm planning to keep taking more until I pass out.
 
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DarkestSoul

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taking more toxin will ensure ctb but it'll also trigger immune system and body will try more to throw it out. It'll be hard on body to throw up multiple times while being under the influence of SN(dizziness,weakness,faster heartbeats etc.)

You can take just another cup of SN that you made.
It'll ensure your desired result but keep in mind that it's not a candy; it's a toxin to the body.
You can't just keep on taking it one after another till you become unconscious.

What if; you became unconscious midway or due to you puking multiple times gets others attention and someone check up on you.

Attempt could fail and you could be rescued before the ctb.

Just saying.
Read PPEH 2025 in mega thread uploaded by @RainAndSadness.
In the book it is stated that 25gm of SN if more than enough for ctb.(for person who weighs less than 100KGs)
Also it's mentioned that there are 40 pr some cases with eyewitness.


In some cases, person threwup some SN and still ctb.

So, choice is your after all.

Whatever you do just make sure that it's what you want and you'd do it at any cost.

happy trails and be at peace. ✌🏻🧿
there was one case where person ctb with just SN and painkillers.

I myself will do SN with antacid painkiller only.
I've been on meds most of my life now

I've attempted ODed and failed twice 2 months ago.
Back then I didn't throw up quite much.

So i think if I couldn't get anti-emetics; i'd just go on without it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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An AE will help to keep the SN in your body longer before throwing it up. The longer you keep it down, the more that gets absorbed into your system. I'm sure there's been many successful ctb without an AE, and plenty of failures, too. Just guessing, but it seems a 2nd, or 3rd, glassfull of SN *might* be more "difficult" to drink after throwing up the 1st. Of course, ymmv.
 
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M3lancholia

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I ordered meto from an online pharmacy by saying I had bad migraines which caused nausea - I received them the next day.
 
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Apr 10, 2024
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My window for committing ctb is unfortunately quickly getting more and more closed thanks to self centered people, I was wondering if I could just start downing several glasses of nitrites and just not vomit. How intense is the vomiting?

Any help is greatly appreciated. I'm scared someone is going to call a welfare check on me too so maybe I should just accept my opsec was THAT BAD and go with whatever consequences happen.
AE are a strong suggestion, not a necessity. You're likely to vomit even with them, that's why more than one glass is suggested. Considering that doses even as low as 1 gram are fatal, if you're following the guidelines correctly it shouldn't matter.
 
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Nervous young man

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I ordered meto from an online pharmacy by saying I had bad migraines which caused nausea - I received them the next day.
The issue is that I need to ctb now and I'm very very very broke / low income.
 
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M3lancholia

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It sounds like you feel you're being forced to ctb right now because of your current situation - when you may not quite be ready to. Please don't start downing sn on impulse, wait until you're completely sure it's the right time.

As others have said, you don't absolutely need meto.
 
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