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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
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absolutely hate throwing up?

i mean i believe no one actually does like to throw up, but there are those who don't mind the discomfort.

i'm asking for people who absolutely hate it and would be unsettled to leave this world while vomiting.

i know there isn't a perfect method for everyone and you must choose your battles when it comes to it, but i want to have the most peaceful exit i can, of course.

what do you think?
 
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candy578

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Sep 10, 2024
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from what i've read of sn, you're extremely likely to throw up even if you take ae's, so if you dislike vomiting, it might not be the best option imo
 
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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
547
from what i've read of sn, you're extremely likely to throw up even if you take ae's, so if you dislike vomiting, it might not be the best option imo
my next option would be hanging but it's too difficult and i hate feeling anything ''grabbing my neck'' :(
also i'd jump but there's no high enough place near me

i might have to go with sn even if i hate vomiting
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I personally think that vomiting is definitely the lesser of the evils when compared to the pain that the other methods give even if one were to hate vomiting. There's a sharp contrast between vomiting and then things like drowning, jumping, train etc etc
 
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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
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I personally think that vomiting is definitely the lesser of the evils when compared to the pain that the other methods give even if one were to hate vomiting. There's a sharp contrast between vomiting and then things like drowning, jumping, train etc etc
good point
 
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sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
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i hate vomiting. i get a lot of anxiety before and sometimes i get panic attacks. but i've changed my method from inert gas to SN, because it's more practical for me. i've been coming to terms with the fact that i will feel sick and i will throw up. but knowing that it's only for a moment before i close my eyes forever, it lessens the anxiety i feel about it.
to be fully transparent; i've been turning to alcohol recently more and more to cope with things, and i have a very low tolerance. so i like to think that waking up hungover and having to throw up is me training myself for that day. if i can get myself used to the feeling and used to doing it, it won't be as bad when i take SN. probably not the smartest idea, but it's how life is going right now.

from my understanding, once you take SN, you'd be gone in about 20 minutes or so. momentary discomfort for permanent peace. doesn't seem like a bad trade off to me.
 
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lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
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to be fully transparent; i've been turning to alcohol recently more and more to cope with things
i do that too. i hate throwing up when hungover but lately i've been approaching it with the same mindset
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
282
i do that too. i hate throwing up when hungover but lately i've been approaching it with the same mindset
I wouldnt say highly likely you'll throw up from it. Everyones different. I never threw up on my attempt with SN and i took 30 grams. If u follow the regimen you should be okay
 
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lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
547
I wouldnt say highly likely you'll throw up from it. Everyones different. I never threw up on my attempt with SN and i took 30 grams. If u follow the regimen you should be okay
Why did your attempt go wrong? If I may ask
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
282
Why did your attempt go wrong? If I may ask
Ive got my story on my page. Long-story-short I wanted to donate organs when I died so i called ems right as i was passing out from it and didnt realize jjst how good the antidote would work at reversing the condition
 
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Christian1986

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Jun 23, 2024
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Ive got my story on my page. Long-story-short I wanted to donate organs when I died so i called ems right as i was passing out from it and didnt realize jjst how good the antidote would work at reversing the condition
Hello , what kind of side effects/discomfort you got after taking SN ? And how fast was the ems there ? If i can ask.
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
138
Why didn't it work ?
I wouldnt say highly likely you'll throw up from it. Everyones different. I never threw up on my attempt with SN and i took 30 grams. If u follow the regimen you should be oka
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,136
If you follow protocol rigidly it's sort of 50/50 chance of vomiting.
I have seen videos of people going very peacefully & quietly with no vomiting.🌹💔
 

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