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brokendreamsxo

brokendreamsxo

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is there a way to strip your personality , thoughts , feelings i just want to feel or think nothing just braindead is there any ways thank you
 
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UnnervedCompany

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I said that one time to my friend that I wanted to never feel. He just told me "and how do you think that would make me feel." It would benefit no one for you to be a husk of yourself and it would just harm you in the long run. Depersonalization-derealization disorders are called disorders for a reason. It's easier to love yourself than become a whole new person.
 
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brokendreamsxo

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I said that one time to my friend that I wanted to never feel. He just told me "and how do you think that would make me feel." It would benefit no one for you to be a husk of yourself and it would just harm you in the long run. Depersonalization-derealization disorders are called disorders for a reason. It's easier to love yourself than become a whole new person.
do you know if there is a way to trigger my body into one i just want to feel numb feel nothing
 
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timf

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Feeling numb can be an improvement over feeling pain. However, the disconnection of numbness can be a pain of its own. It might be an interesting experiment if you can identify a single source of pain and see what changes you can make to see what control you can exercise. Even if you make things worse, it might point to a way to next make it better.

For example if you talk when you shouldn't or say things that are misunderstood, you can experiment by remaining silent when you might otherwise speak. Conversely, If you do not speak when you should, you might experiment with speaking up when you otherwise might remain silent.
 
UnnervedCompany

UnnervedCompany

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Jun 21, 2024
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do you know if there is a way to trigger my body into one i just want to feel numb feel nothing
Try prescribed depression medications they can help maybe, I'm not a doctor. Speak to your doctor regarding such a thing but like I said numbness is a short term help LONG term harm.
 
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transLucyd

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some times i wish i lost all my sense of understanding in the world and just lived like some mental patient, i feel like that after all i've been through this is the only way i could live peacefully
 
Leiot

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I've wanted to do that; just short out my brain and start over. But that's a fantasy and not worth worrying about. The only thing you can do is start working on a persona that's they way you want it and gradually adopt it. How we see the word changes it. Create an image of a new you and you can start modifying yourself. Step into it from time to time and it will get easier.

A witch told me one time that the best love spell you can cast is one on yourself. If you believe in magick you can try that.
 
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A witch told me one time that the best love spell you can cast is one on yourself. If you believe in magick you can try that.
I love that
 
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Hollowman

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That's how I am, I don't think you'd like it it's hell. But if that's what you really want take neurotoxic psych drugs for a couple decades.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

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is there a way to strip your personality , thoughts , feelings i just want to feel or think nothing just braindead is there any ways thank you
I believe people can experience nothing (called cessation) through meditation practice.
 
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is there a way to strip your personality , thoughts , feelings i just want to feel or think nothing just braindead is there any ways thank you
Antidepressants have stripped away any kind of feeling I have. I can still think and still have a sliver of a personality, but emotions are pure numbness and apathy. I am not sure if numbness or instability is worse.
 
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triton

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Nov 7, 2024
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Remember that your personality is the only thing that makes you you. You should take pride in that and dont try getting rid of it, as it makes you special. Accepting your personality as yours alone and being proud of it is a big step in loving yourself.
 

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