Discussion Is there wrong with me?

[Caustic Cardinals]

Something must be wrong with me, and nobody is willing to tell me what it is or even admit that there is something. I have been so lonely my whole life. I try to understand how others communicate , socialize. I have even studied body language. Nothing, I am blind to something something big. I just cant seem to make lasting meaningful friendships .


Anyone have a similar experience? Any clues to what its about?

 

[Clover]

Do you have Aspergers?

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Do you have Aspergers?

i thought that might be possibility too and got tested nope Im not

 

[lv-gras]

http://unquietpirate.tumblr.com/post/96518747103/cousins-acs-autistics-and-cousins-autistic

http://autisticadvocacy.org/resources/

and even if nothing clicks, you are who you are, and idk brain not working to finish this but

hugs

 

[FadedMemory]

I'm similar and apparently not on the spectrum... I don't know anymore all I know is I'm not meant for this world.

 

[Tomasnil]

Dont feel bad reading people is impossible

 

[Deadinside24]

Something must be wrong with me, and nobody is willing to tell me what it is or even admit that there is something. I have been so lonely my whole life. I try to understand how others communicate , socialize. I have even studied body language. Nothing, I am blind to something something big. I just cant seem to make lasting meaningful friendships .


Anyone have a similar experience? Any clues to what its about?

Honestly, people are just real ass holes for the most part. I don't think there's something as much wrong with you or anyone here as there is with them. I've felt for a long time that I don't fit into this world and this society. Not sure if that's what you were getting at but from our interactions I'd say you're interesting and are funny as hell.

 

[overkill]

I suck at being human, too. I am more like retarded robot who does the same things over.

 

[weedoge]

Honestly, people are just real ass holes for the most part. I don't think there's something as much wrong with you or anyone here as there is with them. I've felt for a long time that I don't fit into this world and this society. Not sure if that's what you were getting at but from our interactions I'd say you're interesting and are funny as hell.

Thing is when you feel this way it seems like the majority are assholes and that's half of the reason we don't fit and question our place forever.

 

[Deadinside24]

I suck at being human, too. I am more like retarded robot who does the same things over.

Always reminds me of that 9inch nails song. Every day is exactly the same. Spot on.

 

[Deadinside24]

Thing is when you feel this way it seems like the majority are assholes and that's half of the reason we don't fit and question our place forever.

Spot on. Exactly!

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Honestly, people are just real ass holes for the most part. I don't think there's something as much wrong with you or anyone here as there is with them. I've felt for a long time that I don't fit into this world and this society. Not sure if that's what you were getting at but from our interactions I'd say you're interesting and are funny as hell.

ty

 

[Oyashiro-sama]

I understand you, the same thing happens to me, I do not feel good with others, I do not feel comfortable, it's as if I was completely different from the rest.

 

[Final Escape]

Something must be wrong with me, and nobody is willing to tell me what it is or even admit that there is something. I have been so lonely my whole life. I try to understand how others communicate , socialize. I have even studied body language. Nothing, I am blind to something something big. I just cant seem to make lasting meaningful friendships .


Anyone have a similar experience? Any clues to what its about?

Maybe mild aspergers, ADD the daydreamy kind. I forgot what it's called when you miss unspoken cues because 90% of communication is non verbal. It could be where u live too, that might make u feel u can't relate. You have to understand if u happen to be one standard deviation above average IQ this will immediately make it harder to find friends. Most people are extroverted and easily communicate and feed off of being with other people but the smarter u are the less extroverted u are likely to be. It might be because you are introverted which doesn't mean the same thing as shyness. You might be easily annoyed, can't remain interested, not able to connect if your iq is too far from someone else's.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

Maybe mild aspergers, ADD the daydreamy kind. I forgot what it's called when you miss unspoken cues because 90% of communication is non verbal. It could be where u live too, that might make u feel u can't relate. You have to understand if u happen to be one standard deviation above average IQ this will immediately make it harder to find friends. Most people are extroverted and easily communicate and feed off of being with other people but the smarter u are the less extroverted u are likely to be. It might be because you are introverted which doesn't mean the same thing as shyness. You might be easily annoyed, can't remain interested, not able to connect if your iq is too far from someone else's.

over 130

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I'm similar too, the only time I feel remotely normal is if I just hit the right biochemistry with dxm use, which I know is hardly ideal but also depends on how I eat, my diet generally sucks I like wheaty things and sugar, soda, ice cream, pizza, all the bad stuff but when I eat lean like a big ol' steak and some coffee and watch how much sugar I have for the day I'm better but it's all hit and miss. I've always struggled with feeling like an outsider too compared to many it seems, at least when I'm not in a dxm afterglow.