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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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I live in Mexico City. on Monday I traveled to Tijuana and began my search for N. I told my story about my father in TX having a 16 year old and very sick Saint Bernard dog. I told the shop keeper that my father can't buy this medicine in TX and he wants me to buy medicine here in MX to give to the dog to make the dog sleep forever. The first shop was willing to sell it to me but at 7400 pesos ( about $400usd), I told him that I would keep looking. The fourth shop I went to sold me a 100ml bottle of N for 3000 pesos (About $150usd). PM me for details of the shop's address if you are interested.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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Not gonna lie bro this sounds extremely fishy, especially coming from a fresh account like yours.
Ok, I can understand your skepticism but I'm for real. How would you like for me to prove myself.?
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
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Ok, I can understand your skepticism but I'm for real. How would you like for me to prove myself.?
Post a pic of N with a timestamp and your username written in a paper. Make sure the brand label or name of N is readable.
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Not gonna lie bro this sounds extremely fishy, especially coming from a fresh account like yours.
My thoughts exactly.
Ok, I can understand your skepticism but I'm for real. How would you like for me to prove myself.?
1. Someone gives you a calfskin wallet for your birthday. How do you react?

2. Your little boy shows you his butterfly collection, plus the killing jar. What do you say?

3. You're watching television. Suddenly you spot a wasp crawling on your arm. How do you react?

4. While walking along in desert sand, you suddenly look down and see a tortoise crawling towards you. You reach down and flip it over onto its back. The tortoise lies there, its belly baking in the hot sun, beating its legs, trying to turn itself over, but it cannot do so without your help. You are not helping. Why?

In all seriousness, I doubt.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,904
If you are able to actually get N then I envy you so much. It really sounds like the best way to ctb to me.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
362
Post a pic of N with a timestamp and your username written in a paper. Make sure the brand label or name of N is readable.
Would that get me in trouble with the site?
I'm out and about in the city right now, but I'll do this later this evening. I'm here in Tijuana until Saturday afternoon.
 
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reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
153
Would that get me in trouble with the site?
I'm out and about in the city right now, but I'll do this later this evening. I'm here in Tijuana until Saturday afternoon.
I don't think you will get in trouble. You will not post any source or where you bought it here. Just proof that you have N in your hand/possession with timestamp. A lot of people here post pictures of their sn for everyone to see or check.
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Idk what to think..... but if you did get some N that's pretty badass. Best wishes to you regardless, be safe out there in MX. Not the best place to be these days.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,449
Getting N in Mexico is nothing special, if you paid $400 they saw you coming and you got mugged. It is the drugs capital of the world, finding a corrupt vet to sell it for $30 would be easy.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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Getting N in Mexico is nothing special, if you paid $400 they saw you coming and you got mugged. It is the drugs capital of the world, finding a corrupt vet to sell it for $30 would be easy.
I did NOT pay $400USD. I ended up paying $150USD, per bottle and I think of it as paying $50 per bottle plus a $100 tip for the person who sold it to me. I think that is fair. $400USD was a shop owner who was being greedy. I went to another place that was (IMO) fairly reasonable.
Hey, ireallysuck999, AverageJoe, Reverse03, Suicidebtdeath, Huntfish34, and UKScotty -

I will now accept your apologies.

As you can see, the newspaper is called Frontera ( it is the independent newspaper in Tijuana), the date is Thursday January 19, 2023 and I took the photo with ONE of the two boxes of P
ento. that I bought this week. I AM a man of my word, no bullshit from me.

- Ernest1964




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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
"Getting N in Mexico is nothing special." Plus I'm just curious why the clickbait title. Posting about N on exactly the 6th post when you can receive DMs on a new account, and didn't reply to my DM asking for information. Already knew that I could get N in Mx & South America, it could just cut out extra steps and add certainty.

You spelt my name wrong, apologise :P

Still don't have my trust btw and people have been scammed recently by N-scammers so you should understand skepticism and people watching out for others. Jan 7 2023, 6 posts, talking about N. Just because someone is in Mx and has acquired N doesn't mean they aren't trying to scam. You acquire trust by revealing the location you got the N without asking for anything in return. You could even be the source of the N, it doesn't matter to me if someone is trying to make a little profit in return for N.

Plus you didn't answer my VK questions, you're clearly a replicant. Inb4 "I was scammed sending $100/200 for a bottle of N"
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I Never said you Didn't have it, I just said that I wasn't sure..... and if you did it's pretty badass. Also gave you best wishes and to be safe in a somewhat dangerous place.

Thanks Dickhead, no apologies from me.
 
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Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
If you got access to N, honestly congrats you got the golden ticket. Good for you. If you're a good person, I wish you peace
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
362
I have NOT asked for anything from any one. I'm just letting people know that if they want to go to Tijuana to find N, it can be purchased.
 
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Teardrop2021

Member
Aug 14, 2021
77
I live in Mexico City. on Monday I traveled to Tijuana and began my search for N. I told my story about my father in TX having a 16 year old and very sick Saint Bernard dog. I told the shop keeper that my father can't buy this medicine in TX and he wants me to buy medicine here in MX to give to the dog to make the dog sleep forever. The first shop was willing to sell it to me but at 7400 pesos ( about $400usd), I told him that I would keep looking. The fourth shop I went to sold me a 100ml bottle of N for 3000 pesos (About $150usd). PM me for details of the shop's address if you are interested.
Personally I really appreciate this! It's good to know that it's still possible to obtain while we wait for another seller to appear. Thanks for posting this info.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,233
Not gonna lie bro this sounds extremely fishy, especially coming from a fresh account like yours.
Sounded too good to be true, but I followed his former threads and posts that he made a few weeks ago about this. Was waiting for him to travel there and for any updates, damn I should go back to Mexico now.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
946
I just messaged him about it. I mean if this is real then that's amazing. I personally tried to find it but I couldn't when I went...He should honestly like meet up with us or something and guide us there.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
362
I just messaged him about it. I mean if this is real then that's amazing. I personally tried to find it but I couldn't when I went...He should honestly like meet up with us or something and guide us there.
Interesting thought. I hadn't considered that as an option. PM me and let me know if you want to discuss this.
 
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fire12362

Student
Dec 10, 2023
118
Interesting thought. I hadn't considered that as an option. PM me and let me know if you want to discuss this.
I'm interested in buying N. I realize you bought it a long time ago, but you're still alive. What's your story?
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
362
I'm interested in buying N. I realize you bought it a long time ago, but you're still alive. What's your story?
I am still alive. I bought my N back in January (I now have three bottles two for myself and one extra, just in case) and I have helped several others by meeting them in Tijuana, Mexico and helping them by translating for them. I DO NOT sell N. I DO NOT have N to sell to any one.

Since October of this year finding N, even in Tijuana, Mexico has become near impossible. The shop that I have used in the past can not seem to get it any more. From information on this site, it looks like Peru would be your best option, IF you are fluent in Spanish. You can't just buy N over the counter, at least in Mexico. The shop I used is run by a family where the parents run the pet supply store up front and the daughter (an actual veterinarian) ran the small clinic at the back of the shop. The daughter would write the prescription so the shop wasn't doing anything illegal.

You will most likely need to tell a story to the owner of the shop about " your very sick Saint Bernard whom you have owned since it was a puppy. YOU want to be the one to administer the shot to your beloved pet that will put it to a peaceful and stress free sleep forever." All in Spanish! You can't just walk into a pet supply shop and say, "I want to buy N because I want to CTB." Sadly some people on this sight seem a bit delusional and think the process is that simple... It isn't. In the past, I have not charged for my help, but I have asked that the people whom I have helped pay for my expenses (flights, hotel, food, taxis) and give me a tip, if they want to provide a tip. I am not rich and I will not be traveling and translating for people out of my own expenses, but I am willing to help other people out if they can pay for my expenses.

I wish you good luck in your search for peace.

- Ernest
 
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Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
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From information on this site, it looks like Peru would be your best option, IF you are fluent in Spanish. You can't just buy N over the counter, at least in Mexico.

You will most likely need to tell a story to the owner of the shop about " your very sick Saint Bernard whom you have owned since it was a puppy. YOU want to be the one to administer the shot to your beloved pet that will put it to a peaceful and stress free sleep forever." All in Spanish! You can't just walk into a pet supply shop and say, "I want to buy N because I want to CTB." In the past, I have not charged for my help, but I have asked that the people whom I have helped pay for my expenses (flights, hotel, food, taxis) and give me a tip, if they want to provide a tip. I am not rich and I will not be traveling and translating for people out of my own expenses, but I am willing to help other people out if they can pay for my expenses.

I realise in the past you got the N in Mexico.
Some people on this thread are planning to go to Peru for N. Are you saying you are willing to fly there to help them get N, if they pay for flight, hotel, good, expenses, etc.? Given that you speak Spanish, and 'look native'. Or is that a Mexico-only offer?

Ok, I can understand your skepticism but I'm for real. How would you like for me to prove myself.?
1. Someone gives you a calfskin wallet for your birthday. How do you react?

2. Your little boy shows you his butterfly collection, plus the killing jar. What do you say?

3. You're watching television. Suddenly you spot a wasp crawling on your arm. How do you react?

4. While walking along in desert sand, you suddenly look down and see a tortoise crawling towards you. You reach down and flip it over onto its back. The tortoise lies there, its belly baking in the hot sun, beating its legs, trying to turn itself over, but it cannot do so without your help. You are not helping. Why?

😆 Sorry, I couldn't help reposting this post. (#bladerunner for the initiated).
 
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fire12362

Student
Dec 10, 2023
118
I am still alive. I bought my N back in January (I now have three bottles two for myself and one extra, just in case) and I have helped several others by meeting them in Tijuana, Mexico and helping them by translating for them. I DO NOT sell N. I DO NOT have N to sell to any one.

Since October of this year finding N, even in Tijuana, Mexico has become near impossible. The shop that I have used in the past can not seem to get it any more. From information on this site, it looks like Peru would be your best option, IF you are fluent in Spanish. You can't just buy N over the counter, at least in Mexico. The shop I used is run by a family where the parents run the pet supply store up front and the daughter (an actual veterinarian) ran the small clinic at the back of the shop. The daughter would write the prescription so the shop wasn't doing anything illegal.

You will most likely need to tell a story to the owner of the shop about " your very sick Saint Bernard whom you have owned since it was a puppy. YOU want to be the one to administer the shot to your beloved pet that will put it to a peaceful and stress free sleep forever." All in Spanish! You can't just walk into a pet supply shop and say, "I want to buy N because I want to CTB." Sadly some people on this sight seem a bit delusional and think the process is that simple... It isn't. In the past, I have not charged for my help, but I have asked that the people whom I have helped pay for my expenses (flights, hotel, food, taxis) and give me a tip, if they want to provide a tip. I am not rich and I will not be traveling and translating for people out of my own expenses, but I am willing to help other people out if they can pay for my expenses.

I wish you good luck in your search for peace.

- Ernest
Wow I actually really admire you for helping the people that are seeking N. I am planning on CTB sometime in the near future and I was hoping you could possibly help me. I'm not able to private message anyone on here. What would be the best way for me to get in touch with you. I'll cover the plane ticket and everything if you are able to come to me and bring it. TY.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
362
I realise in the past you got the N in Mexico.
Some people on this thread are planning to go to Peru for N. Are you saying you are willing to fly there to help them get N, if they pay for flight, hotel, good, expenses, etc.? Given that you speak Spanish, and 'look native'. Or is that a Mexico-only offer?
Tears in Rain, I work as a teacher and so I can not just get up and travel somewhere whenever I want to. I need to make plans to travel to coincide with the vacations that are on the school's calendar. The answer to your question is that yes, i am Mexican-American, so I look Latino. I do speak Spanish (more or less convincingly) and yes, I am willing to fly to San Diego (Tijuana) or Peru (Lima or Cuzco), actually Peru is closer to me than San Diego is. IF someone is willing to pay for my expenses, I'm willing to help if I can. As I've stated in previous posts, I do not charge for my help but covering my expenses AND helping me out with a generous tip are greatly appreciated. As one former person whom I have helped on this site stated to me, " What do I need the extra money in my account for? I won't need it where I'm going."
Wow I actually really admire you for helping the people that are seeking N. I am planning on CTB sometime in the near future and I was hoping you could possibly help me. I'm not able to private message anyone on here. What would be the best way for me to get in touch with you. I'll cover the plane ticket and everything if you are able to come to me and bring it. TY.
I think that you have to have at least 20+ posts before all of the options offered on the site open up for you. Once that happens, you can send me a DM. Personally I went to another part of the site and layer a few word games there and that quickly racked up the 20+ posts.
 
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