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Story It’s almost time (goodbye thread)

Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Just got to my hotel room tonight I'm going to ctb thanks to everyone on here over the past few months but it's time I do what I need to do method is partial hanging mixed with 250ml of 1.4b and 15-20grams of sn all washed down with a load of booze
 

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Volomori83

Haunted by the ghosts of the past
Jul 9, 2018
126
Looks like you've got it all planned out. I'd hoped to be gone by now but I'm struggling with getting it done. I think I'll have to try booze and/or meds to get past the SI barrier. I'm sorry it has come to this for you but I do sincerely hope you get what you want.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Volomori83 said:
Looks like you've got it all planned out. I'd hoped to be gone by now but I'm struggling with getting it done. I think I'll have to try booze and/or meds to get past the SI barrier. I'm sorry it has come to this for you but I do sincerely hope you get what you want.
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I've had it all for a while and planed for a long time and thank you I hope everything works out for you too what ever you decide
rhizome said:
Goodbye!
And I also say goodbye to everyone.
You're also from russia? You have russian vodka, hah :)
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goodbye friend and no I'm in the uk it's my favourite vodka
 
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Volomori83

Haunted by the ghosts of the past
Jul 9, 2018
126
Well from one Brit to another - see you on the other side.
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
Good luck.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
i hope ur suffering ends ...gud luck <3
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
I'm so sorry about this...

Whatever happens I hope you are in peace. R.I.P.
: ), hope your suffering doesn't last any longer. I wish you all the luck.
 
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GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
Hope you may find the peace you are searching for. Intend on doing a hotel death myself in the UK, so was nice to see the pictures of you just relaxing before you ctb.
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
217
May you find peace, good luck
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,813
hope to See you on the other side
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
good luck , i hope all goes to plan for you
 
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coileanbeag

coileanbeag

tiredness
Apr 2, 2019
53
I hope you find peace on the other side x
 
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FauxEmotions

FauxEmotions

Tod durch das Seil
Mar 28, 2019
194
Best of luck, may it find what you're looking for. And I envy your courage.
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
Good luck, may you find your peace.
 
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FairyAlys

FairyAlys

Member
Aug 7, 2018
57
Safe journey
 
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vaulthunter

vaulthunter

poyo?
Mar 19, 2019
65
good luck, i hope you find peace and happiness
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Whatever happens I hope the other side will treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. Peace be upon you friend.
 
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NextSummer

NextSummer

Experienced
Mar 28, 2019
278
Peaceful journey mate
 
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Redrock

Redrock

Student
Mar 5, 2019
123
Wishing you the best
 
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DeadlyLiving

DeadlyLiving

I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
Jan 1, 2019
152
I hope you find your peace x
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
Good luck! Sounds like a solid plan to me.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Toenditall said:
Just got to my hotel room tonight I'm going to ctb thanks to everyone on here over the past few months but it's time I do what I need to do method is partial hanging mixed with 250ml of 1.4b and 15-20grams of sn all washed down with a load of booze
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Hey I have to ask, are you sure the rope will hold it looks a bit flimsy? Try to be cautious.
 
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NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
right after taking SN you going for hanging? wow , I admire your determination. Hope all works out well and you find peace
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
online at 8.26am this morning!
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel
 
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FauxEmotions

FauxEmotions

Tod durch das Seil
Mar 28, 2019
194
Toenditall said:
Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel
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No need to feel shame, this is literally life or death. The biggest decision one can possibly make.
I just hope you find peace sooner rather than later no matter what peace means for you.
 
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whatever1111

Student
Feb 16, 2019
195
Toenditall said:
Don't think I can go though with it I'm so ashamed at myself still got one more night at the hotel
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no need to feel ashamed, it's not a contest, it's a choice and a very difficult one. the world, and the option of ctb, will still be here if you abort your ctb. please take care of yourself. hugs
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
It needed to be today it's been 1 year since I lost my dad today I have everything ready going to have a drink smoke and a joint and see how I feel
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
you're obviously not ready.......take some time out!
 
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