I totally agree. All we want is peace and to close our eyes forever. I'm sure like most we have shared with someone 1000 reasons why we want to go, they will listen but will never understand how much we suffer. No matter what are reason (s) are, they will never be accepted and valued for our worth. They have made it clear, what we want is far from the norm so we accept their mythology and we go silent. They then misinterpret our silence as depression or we no longer have these thoughts. In reality we still have those thoughts and we just know your views so we don't feel talking to them anymore. This is why most people go silent and suffer alone and either we going to attempt or isolate ourself forever.
I only wish they can provide us with a dignified and simpler method to escape this life. If not, so be it. The suicide rates are increasing and some methods are unimaginable, but for the sake of peace, we will try anything.
I wish someday we will be heard and set free.