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painofzed
Student
- Dec 15, 2021
- 112
I live in the US, so just anytime I want I can go buy a gun and it can all be over. Lately the temptation is getting greater and I am certain it is just a matter of time, the only complication is I have to be ready to go through with it as soon as I buy the gun because otherwise my wife will discover I have purchased one due to the missing money. I have also just been thinking about saving up a little bit here and there until I have enough to buy one and then hiding it so I can access it anytime I want. I need to handy for when I'm having a really bad day with my depression because then I'm sure I'll be able to go through with it no problem.