its so hard to rope in the UK

[AnxiousLlama]

sometimes I get urges but there's no guns, getting ropes or controlled substances is hard enough and it's extremely hard to beat SI with a knife. Nearest drop is also miles away so you need a car to get there. I had a teacher who CTBed via jumping off a bridge, seems like the easier "impulsive" option, but it needs to be at least a 20 meters drop.

 

[TheHolySword]

Impossible to live, harder to die. It's a cruel joke life plays on us. I'm so sorry that you're suffering. I hope that you're able to find your peace one day

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I find it so cruel and dreadful how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, all I wish for is to cease existing in a guaranteed way and never suffer ever again. I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that option as I see it as so deeply undesirable to exist, it's horrific to me how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse torture.

 

[cloudyskye]

sometimes I get urges but there's no guns, getting ropes or controlled substances is hard enough and it's extremely hard to beat SI with a knife. Nearest drop is also miles away so you need a car to get there. I had a teacher who CTBed via jumping off a bridge, seems like the easier "impulsive" option, but it needs to be at least a 20 meters drop.

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope this doesn't sound unfeeling. Why is it hard to get a rope?

 

[SVEN]

I know just how you feel, it's a bugger. Also in the UK, I'm not sure why you're having difficulty obtaining a rope unless you have challenging personal circumstances.

 

[lilah]

getting ropes

could you explain a bit? what do you mean by getting ropes is hard?

 

[sevennn]

they most likely meant it's hard to get a rope because of depression makes it hard to do anything. that's all. sigh

 

[End_it_all]

I bought a good rope from Amazon. Not hard. A lot of people need rope.

 

[lonergirl_26]

I'm having this problem also. It's so frustrating.

 

[isolatedl111]

sometimes I get urges but there's no guns, getting ropes or controlled substances is hard enough and it's extremely hard to beat SI with a knife. Nearest drop is also miles away so you need a car to get there. I had a teacher who CTBed via jumping off a bridge, seems like the easier "impulsive" option, but it needs to be at least a 20 meters drop.

Yeah jumping is great, especially
In the UK

 

[Red Moon]

Yep, I can get a rope but going through with it is another story and I'm anxious if it fails. I would rather use a gun or other substances but those are unavailable like you said.

 

[ghost-shock]

I was able to get a rope online. Im suprised your having difficulty obtaining one.