It's so weird having to ctb but having a reason to stay

[lnlybnny]

and at the same time you know that this reason is not enough to keep you here, it's not even a logical reason, but still it weighs so much on your heart and soul, even though time is passing and you have to do it asap :(

 

[human909]

yeah, it is weird to be honest i don't understand how this is supposed do you ctb or stay, life sucks and it's the reason to stay is so annoying. All i want to do is get my life over with but at the same time i don't have the guts to do it.

 

[mirage]

I understand. My reason to ctb has outweighed my reason to stay for a short while now so I guess my time is soon.