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noidea1984

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Technically I won't start until "tomorrow," but I finally have what I need to proceed. The formic acid isn't going to arrive in time, so I'm forced to go with the potassium ferricyanide route to produce CO (dilute requires heating and produces HCN instead). Here's my setup:
Stage 1: Reaction bucket. Contains 3 quarts of ~93% sulfuric acid, I'm using an excess amount because in small trial runs, I found that high amounts of ferricyanide reacting may cause some boiling to occur. In total I have about 800 grams of potassium ferricyanide, although only half of that may be used because of the heat released.
Stage 2: Gas washer. This isn't much more than a bucket of water with baking soda in it, but it's just in case any formic acid formed ends up escaping. There's a tube running from the lid of the reaction bucket to the inside of this one.
Stage 3: The exit bin. The gas washer will have another tube that will lead to a garbage can that I will be sitting inside of. The inside of the garbage bin is only 13 cubic feet so the amount of gas produced from the reaction will be WAY more than enough to be fatal.
Because of how fast this whole process will be, I won't be able to provide updates. I'll start at 2am, if you don't hear an update within 8 hours then I'm gone. I wish everyone the best and that you all can find peace in one way or another.
 
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I hope you find the peace and happiness you're looking for.
 
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Wishing you an easy and peaceful journey.
 
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I hope that you find peace as well, I wish you the best.
 
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Safe travels
 
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Thank you for the well wishes, all the best to you too in your journey and in finding peace.
 
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I know you are thinking of doing this because you can't find a job and have a few months until homelessness. I wish you would wait a little more if that's your only reason since you still could get a job within the next month or so. I have sent you a message and if you haven't ended things I hope you read it.

It's your choice, but I'm just so sorry you feel like this and are in this position. Society is so cruel and unfair.

<3 for you friend, I support whatever you decide but hope you delay things a little longer.

Again, hope you read the message I sent in the conversation thing (not chat), but perhaps you've already done it. Love for you whatever you chose.
 
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Wishing you a peaceful passing :heart:
 
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i hope your transition goes smoothly, may you find the peace and rest you need *hugs*
 
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I hope you find the peace that you've been searching for.
 
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I hope you can achieve serenity and calm. Have a peaceful travel..
 
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I hope you can find peace and eternal rest from this horrible world.:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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Hope you found everything you were looking for OP. 🕊️
 
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