It’s too much work to die

[PuppyCatTeeth]

I wish there was an easier way. I've spent hours looking into SN but the fact I'd have to get benzos and a whole bunch of other stuff idk how to get. It's too stressful. I wish just jumping out my window was guaranteed death. I have done my school work in a while and have no hopes or ambitions. I have no connection to this world anymore I need someone to help me die

I wish there was an easier way. I've spent hours looking into SN but the fact I'd have to get benzos and a whole bunch of other stuff idk how to get. It's too stressful. I wish just jumping out my window was guaranteed death. I have done my school work in a while and have no hopes or ambitions. I have no connection to this world anymore I need someone to help me die

Also I'm so jealous how other people just live their lives and are happy and don't get Bothered with the simplest things and have reasons to go on

 

[lilah]

Also I'm so jealous how other people just live their lives and are happy

i wonder how that's even possible. the world is on fire and they just live in their own little cozy bubble of ignorance and bliss.

it's so interesting to me. like, how are you so happy? when billions of people are living in slums and slaving for you, when animals are living gruesome lives and when your children most likely have no future? (unless they kill weaker people and steal their labor to survive).

this very life is based on eating others (humans, animals and plants alike) to survive. and one day or the other, you will be on the menu. how do you not care?

i wish someone could answer me.

 

[PuppyCatTeeth]

i wonder how that's even possible. the world is on fire and they just live in their own little cozy bubble of ignorance and bliss.

it's so interesting to me. like, how are you so happy? when billions of people are living in slums and slaving for you, when animals are living gruesome lives and when your children most likely have no future? (unless they kill weaker people and steal their labor to survive).

this very life is based on eating others (humans, animals and plants alike) to survive. and one day or the other, you will be on the menu. how do you not care?

i wish someone could answer me.

Me too, I asked my boyfriend how he can just keep living and he didn't really have an answer. After a couple moments he just said my family. I really don't understand. This world has so much suffering it's too much.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've always wished for the same, I wish painless suicide is accessible for me, it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just simply die in peace and never exist ever again, I just want to cease existing in a guaranteed way with no risks of trying to die leading to way worse agony and I suffer so much from how I cannot just have that.