I saw people die heartbreakingly. I saw them screaming because no pain medication was working anymore. I saw them turn blue with pain and then have their limbs cut off because their limbs were no longer oxygenated due to cancer damage. I saw their family members traumatized and begging doctors to apply some form of euthanasia. Forbidden! So they had to suffer as long as God wanted. These situations lasted for months. I remember the skin of a friend of mine caressing it and massaging it to relieve the pain, do you know what happened? While I was massaging, the skin and even the flesh peeled off. This life is a horror! 100 hangings couldn't produce that pain, not even all together. This life is terror, there is no need to look for hell elsewhere. Hell is here. LET'S BROADCAST THIS REALITY ON TV, INSTEAD OF BROADCASTING STUPID PROGRAMS. LET US SEE WHAT LIFE REALLY IS.
I saw similar and worse things in a nursing home. I worked in a nursing home. It's true just one nightmare as you described cancer can happen to any human any day and the pain can get so bad even pain medicines won't help. and then they have to suffer that unending constant unbearable pain sometimes for months. no one can give euthanazia or help to suicide because they made that a crime . There's a 40% chance of cancer alone in a lifetime . of course after age 60 the chances for cancer skyrocket. another horror is alsheimers and that can torture a human for decades decades. imo how horrible natural Dyings can be is hidden
They have everyone believing life is a beautiful gift and so is old age the "golden years" they call it. no life is a nightmare and old age the worst of it.
Lets say i had cancer like that suffering constant unbearable pain. of course i can barely move or do anything except scream in pain . i will beg the nurse ratchets to kill me of course they'll say no . i can even beg a friend to kill me but they won't do it no one will even if he had a shotgun i can beg him to shoot me to put out of my misery my pain. but he won't do it because he knows they will put him in prison . they made helping someone with suicide a crime. so they who passed these laws are the torturers. then i'll be thinking " why didn't i kill myself when i had the chance now i'm a prisoner in a hospital or nursing home suffering unbearable pain old with no way to kill myself i only can beg others but they won;'t and can't or they'll be put in prison"
Me or someone shooting me in my head will make me unconscious in a micro-second and I'll die painlessly. they made others helping me shooting me in the head a crime so i have to do it myself but i risk missing and i only get one shot while someone else can take many shots to my head so Death is guaranteed
Regular intensity fleeting pain is worse than people know. You cut your finger and the whole world goes away . you can only think of the pain in your finger and then you don't think about the stupid addictions like youtube then. you're surprised at how bad that pain is . but there is pain of intensity much worse so bad that a second of it makes everything else meaningless much less a minute or months of it constant unbearable pain. what is worth that , eating a sandwhich watching a youtube video?
Even if i had an average life life no major diseases or disabilities there is still a lot of daily suffering , working 15 hours per day a job ,chores , to do lists etc. But there is no objective reason i have to live another minute .much less to work so hard only to risk extreme torture .
Note i'm not "pro-death" . i don't care what other humans do if they want to live and grow old that is their business. but everyone should respect my desire to die asap to get out of this hell called life. it's no one else's business that i want to and will kill these 30 trillion cells they call a human body i'm imprisoned in. no one will help me to kill myself thus i have to do it by myself and that won't affect anyone else only free me from pain forever . so it's no one else's business what i do with my own life
non-existence is the oppossite of all this hell so non-existence is the best thing
where's the empathy for the billions of humans that life has tortured, the trillion trillion animals? what about someone going into a dangerous forest with ravenous wolves ? what's so good about telling someone go ahead in that forest there are so many "beautiful" flowers and nature to see. and someone says but there are wolves that can rip you apart eat you alive but no one is allowed to say that . practically every animal died by being eaten alive by other animals parasites or bacteria. life is the biggest torturer in the universe and the only cause of pain in the universe
