I've set a date and I'm really scared

[drowinginsorrowww]

So I've got everything prepped and set a date, but holy shit it's hard to even talk to people like this. Like I'm thinking 'this is this last time you'll see me, I wanna make a good impression", but also "fuck em, they didn't care about me even when I asked for help!"
The fuck do I do?! Just asking how do I deal with life until the bus arrives?
Thanks,

 

[Phasmid]

I say you don't, honestly.

Most people you're interacting with aren't operating under the headspace of I only have so many days left to live, and unless you're an expert at masking it's understandable that you can't really talk to them properly.

Just isolate until the bus arrives, that also reduces the possibility of someone catching wind of your plans and attempting to stop or institutionalize you.

 

[jokster18]

So I've got everything prepped and set a date, but holy shit it's hard to even talk to people like this. Like I'm thinking 'this is this last time you'll see me, I wanna make a good impression", but also "fuck em, they didn't care about me even when I asked for help!"
The fuck do I do?! Just asking how do I deal with life until the bus arrives?
Thanks,

I'm counting down days I wanna go. What's your method.