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patheticq

patheticq

Hung on you
Jan 16, 2024
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Not entirely sure what to title this, but I have a job interview with a homeless shelter for disabled people soon(hopefully) I've been homeless before for years, it's painful. Once I was out I started volunteering over at there, I don't mean to be self centered, but I'd like to think of myself as a decent person before I CTB. It feels good to help people; in my free time I've been learning lots of sign language in case anybody I meet is deaf.
I just really hope I can get the job and fulfill myself. Sorry if I shouldn't or aren't allowed to post about the positives on here and sort of change the mood; I have nobody to talk to.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
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thats so nice of you, I hope everything goes smoothly with the job. good luck :)
 
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sunbleachedfliess

sunbleachedfliess

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Oct 21, 2024
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as a disabled person, i think it's great that you want to help homeless disabled people and that you're learning sign language. i hope the job is fulfilling!!
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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I don't mean to be self centered, but I'd like to think of myself as a decent person before I CTB.
i dont think it makes you self centered :hug::hug::hug: its ok to sit back and think "yeah, i did that, thats awesome"
its only really a self centered thing if you bring it up every 2 seconds and inappropriately inject it into conversations
 
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Hvergelmir

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May 5, 2024
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Sorry if I shouldn't or aren't allowed to post about the positives
That's just sad. Most of us are quite tired of the same anti-suicide propaganda that have been circulating for years - true, but there's nothing wrong in sharing something positive or inspirational.

I wish you good luck with the interview. Having been homeless, you know what it's about. Learning sign language is tough, and can prove that your interest is persistent and sincere. It sounds like you have the potential to be a strong candidate for the post.

If you help and inspire others along the way, that's great. By creating value and exposing yourself to opportunities, you might even find life worthwhile, eventually.
Keep striving to be a decent person, and do so with high confidence.
 
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plutoaquarius

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Oct 24, 2024
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Not entirely sure what to title this, but I have a job interview with a homeless shelter for disabled people soon(hopefully) I've been homeless before for years, it's painful. Once I was out I started volunteering over at there, I don't mean to be self centered, but I'd like to think of myself as a decent person before I CTB. It feels good to help people; in my free time I've been learning lots of sign language in case anybody I meet is deaf.
I just really hope I can get the job and fulfill myself. Sorry if I shouldn't or aren't allowed to post about the positives on here and sort of change the mood; I have nobody to talk to.
Love that. Thanks for sharing. It does feel good to help out in some way. I can relate with your motivations. For me if I'm not in service there's a feeling of not contributing enough.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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You're a saint, you belong in heaven not in this hell, the earth doesn't deserve you. But I hope you'll have the job and exist a longer... If we're only allowed to have negative emotions here it's as bad as only being allowed to have positive emotions elsewhere. I thought this place was about freedom to feel whatever we need.
 
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Mari&mewo

Mari&mewo

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Feb 11, 2023
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I'm proud of you- it's hard to get a job and I know your gonna kick ass
 
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patheticq

Hung on you
Jan 16, 2024
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I'm proud of you- it's hard to get a job and I know your gonna kick ass
I've seen your comments around here and there but oh my god I didn't realize your user was omori reference, love that game.. ooh if I could I'd show you my room (omori unironically plastered everywhere) but thank you ♡
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
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What an incredibly lovely thing to do! A very rewarding job, too.

All the best!

SS isn't just negative. We like to hear positives too - suicidal people don't just have negative things to say.
 

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