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Cepi

Cepi

It’s not a bad existence, just a bad life
May 12, 2023
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I'm out here in the parking lot of a recruiter's office getting ready to take the ASVAB and the physical so I can have another shot at life. I don't expect my suicidal ideation to go if I get through training but I think this opportunity will give me the chance to have more confidence and maybe advocate for mental health in the future. I still think ultimately I will kill myself in the near future but I think this will give me some peace at night knowing I'm doing the best I can with my current situation. I'll keep you posted on how things go!
 
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best of luck. stay safe and healthy out there
 
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I think that @bluesoapyskies really hit the nail on the head with his post. Stay healthy, happy and safe and I will keep you in my heart as you go through basic training.

Walter
 
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Cepi

It’s not a bad existence, just a bad life
May 12, 2023
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best of luck. stay safe and healthy out there

I think that @bluesoapyskies really hit the nail on the head with his post. Stay healthy, happy and safe and I will keep you in my heart as you go through basic training.

Walter
Will do, thanks for all the support. I'll try my best!
 
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