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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
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Hey fellas. Managed to get the noose ready. Even if the rope of choice is.. Odd. (I used a jacket string. Buying a rope would look suspicious. Had to be crafty.) Anchor of choice found! And now gaining courage. I doubt I'm gonna go through with it today. Since I am probably gonna get too terrified (if that makes sense.) So uh. That's about it. Just drawing as of the moment. (yes, I'm using pixilart, and also yes. That's monsoon. Aint the best at pixel art.)
 

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GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
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Hey thats a nice pixelart! Used to do it too, was pretty fun.

And I'm sorry about your situation, hope you find your peace too...
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
Hey thats a nice pixelart! Used to do it too, was pretty fun.

And I'm sorry about your situation, hope you find your peace too...
Yea. I ain't scared of death or the discomfort. I'm scared of what comes next. Probably gonna go to hell due to the whole committing suicide thing.
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

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Nov 7, 2024
124
Yea. I ain't scared of death or the discomfort. I'm scared of what comes next. Probably gonna go to hell due to the whole committing suicide thing.
I dont think suicide is a carnal sin, but who am I to know that. I wish you peace.
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
I dont think suicide is a carnal sin, but who am I to know that. I wish you peace.
I semi-consider it a sin. And plus. I've been told many things this month. Been told to kill myself 3-4 times and been told to go to hell. Death threats always leave me so demotivated. And now I carry a noose sometimes just for comfort. Don't know why its comforting. Just is.
 
L'absent

L'absent

À ma manière 🪦
Aug 18, 2024
796
Will you do a total suspension?
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
So it's almost certain that you will leave us. I hug you tightly and hope you find peace. I am sorry.🥺💔🙏🌈
Quite glad I will be leaving soon. On my way to freedom.
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
196
Hey fellas. Managed to get the noose ready. Even if the rope of choice is.. Odd. (I used a jacket string. Buying a rope would look suspicious. Had to be crafty.) Anchor of choice found! And now gaining courage. I doubt I'm gonna go through with it today. Since I am probably gonna get too terrified (if that makes sense.) So uh. That's about it. Just drawing as of the moment. (yes, I'm using pixilart, and also yes. That's monsoon. Aint the best at pixel art.)
Using a jacket string for full suspension is just asking for failure. Have you read the hanging threads? When do you plan to commit?
 
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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
Using a jacket string for full suspension is just asking for failure. Have you read the hanging threads? When do you plan to commit?
Good point. Searching for better a rope right now
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
124
I semi-consider it a sin. And plus. I've been told many things this month. Been told to kill myself 3-4 times and been told to go to hell. Death threats always leave me so demotivated. And now I carry a noose sometimes just for comfort. Don't know why its comforting. Just is.
I used to sometimes say such things too, I despise myself for it now. No human should just easily tell another human to end themselves. So as one of such people I do ask for your forgiveness even tho I probably haven't said it to you, I still feel obliged to apologize. Those people have no right to tell you to go to such horrible place, only god decides that. Sorry you're going through all of this.
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
I used to sometimes say such things too, I despise myself for it now. No human should just easily tell another human to end themselves. So as one of such people I do ask for your forgiveness even tho I probably haven't said it to you, I still feel obliged to apologize. Those people have no right to tell you to go to such horrible place, only god decides that. Sorry you're going through all of this.
I also used to do it. Only when I got real mad. And I accidentally made a friend of mine kill himself(if you wanna know why. Check my thread title "WHAT HAVE I DONE?) . I'm definitely going to hell no matter what
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

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Nov 7, 2024
124
I also used to do it. Only when I got real mad. And I accidentally made a friend of mine kill himself(if you wanna know why. Check my thread title "WHAT HAVE I DONE?) . I'm definitely going to hell no matter what
Only god can judge us brother, as long as we truly regret our actions, I think at least a small chance is there for us. But then again, don't listen to me, I'm a broken mess ngl. Just don't be too hard on yourself pls
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
Only god can judge us brother, as long as we truly regret our actions, I think at least a small chance is there for us. But then again, don't listen to me, I'm a broken mess ngl. Just don't be too hard on yourself pls
I already am hard on myself. I'm a weirdo (as the name implies.) Sometimes during extreme pain and I caused it. I kinda start laughing a little bit. Don't know why. I guess I find it funny that I caused it.
 
isolatedl111

isolatedl111

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
206
Hey fellas. Managed to get the noose ready. Even if the rope of choice is.. Odd. (I used a jacket string. Buying a rope would look suspicious. Had to be crafty.) Anchor of choice found! And now gaining courage. I doubt I'm gonna go through with it today. Since I am probably gonna get too terrified (if that makes sense.) So uh. That's about it. Just drawing as of the moment. (yes, I'm using pixilart, and also yes. That's monsoon. Aint the best at pixel art.)
Ok
 
dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
196
I already am hard on myself. I'm a weirdo (as the name implies.) Sometimes during extreme pain and I caused it. I kinda start laughing a little bit. Don't know why. I guess I find it funny that I caused it.
Laughter at inappropriate times can be an involuntary stress response or even a symptom of brain injury. Try not to feel too bad if you didn't actually find it funny. If you did find it funny, that's just cruel.
 
JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
Laughter at inappropriate times can be an involuntary stress response or even a symptom of brain injury. Try not to feel too bad if you didn't actually find it funny. If you did find it funny, that's just cruel.
Well I don't laugh at others pain. And don't really find it funny. Its probably the stress thing. But I ain't no expert.

(JESUS MOTHERFUCKING CHRIST WHY CANT I SPELL TODAY!?!?)
 
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