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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
I read this site nonstop I guess I'm hoping to find that one easy way. I know I'm dying and I have to die I don't have any other choice but im scared and tired and pissed off. This is such bullshit. How awful to have to do this. Why can't there be a switch or a button just peacefully go to sleep and not wake up. I'm exhausted and I'm suffering so much. A world of hurt. Please God just take me
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I read this site nonstop I guess I'm hoping to find that one easy way. I know I'm dying and I have to die I don't have any other choice but im scared and tired and pissed off. This is such bullshit. How awful to have to do this. Why can't there be a switch or a button just peacefully go to sleep and not wake up. I'm exhausted and I'm suffering so much. A world of hurt. Please God just take me
Same.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I hear you.

I keep feeling around at the back of my neck and behind my ears for the <off> switch, but I just can't find it. If I had to be born defective, how come it had to be that I came without an <off> switch? It just seems cruel...
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
I kinda wish we had a choice to be brought into this world with a little insight as well. I woulda chosen not to come.

But the switch would help a lot . I think it'd be better if it erased all memories of me as well. The I get what I want, and no one knows any different
 
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Jenna

Jenna

Experienced
Nov 21, 2018
234
I feel the same way.
 
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Hank

Member
Nov 29, 2018
73
I read this site nonstop I guess I'm hoping to find that one easy way. I know I'm dying and I have to die I don't have any other choice but im scared and tired and pissed off. This is such bullshit. How awful to have to do this. Why can't there be a switch or a button just peacefully go to sleep and not wake up. I'm exhausted and I'm suffering so much. A world of hurt. Please God just take me

There are probably easy ways, with the help of a doctor. But most home made/thought of methods are either violent, miserable, or can fail, with really bad consequences, like permanent damage to the body, or even disability.

So whatever you do, take all that into consideration. Either don't do it, and improve your situation. Or take your life in a way that can't fail, and does not hurt other people too much.

Perhaps read some "Alan Watts", it might help to reduce your pain, or even help you to think things through. Or find some lecture of him on YouTube. There are many.

I wish you good luck
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
I read this site nonstop I guess I'm hoping to find that one easy way. I know I'm dying and I have to die I don't have any other choice but im scared and tired and pissed off. This is such bullshit. How awful to have to do this. Why can't there be a switch or a button just peacefully go to sleep and not wake up. I'm exhausted and I'm suffering so much. A world of hurt. Please God just take me
Exactly. What can i say more?
 
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