I had a rough 4 months. I think I pretty much hit rock bottom in terms of my skillset in my career; I thought I was better than I am. Somewhere towards the end of last week, I started feeling like myself again. Today, we saw that the shower was starting to get clogged, so we called a plumber, and it was all taken care of. Unfortunately for me, the world basically had to stop for the plumber to come over, so I couldn't use the bathroom to wash my hands to eat food. When the plumber left, my mom wanted to clean the shower and some of the bathroom. Fine. Then, my dad came home from work with pizza for him and my mom (I don't ear pizza), and the boxes took up the whole island, so I couldn't make my food. My mom and I come back from walking the dog, and the box is still there. It's not my stuff, so it's really not fair for me to move it-plus I am already hangry, and the last thing I needed was to move it. After my mom convinced me to eat when I got lightheaded (unless I'm desperate, I do a 16/8 intermittent fasting routine; I eat breakfast at around 8 am, so I can't eat after 4 pm), I feel like I screwed up my metabolism and circadian rhythm by eating past 7. I was explaining to my mom why I was feeling the way that I do, and my parents are giving me the "life is how you react to things" and "other people have it worse" BS. While I am appreciate what I have, my problems should not be ignored. My dad told me he can't wait for me to get my own life-as if that will ever happen. I. Want. To. Just. Go. Back. To. The. Big. Guy.
Before theee questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before theee questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before theee questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before theee questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
Before questions get asked: I do workout at a gym, but I am on winter break and am using weights that are a bit.....heavier.....for me. Also, I love being at home; I'm unfortunately one of those people that feels things (like appreciation) and can't show it...it sucks
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