Story Just need to get this out

[Tinkerbell]

I'm so sick of feeling so weird. I felt ok when I got up. Now I just feel...weird. Suicidal. Numb. Empty. I have this weird feeling I can't explain. Like I'm not here?! What is the point in being here? I'm only hanging on for my daughter but it's getting more and more difficult. I feel like I'm doing her more damage by being here. I'm too much of a wuss to do anything but I don't see any other way. Nothing is going to get better. Urgh sorry for the rant

 

[Temporarilyabsurd]

Having a feeling you can't explain sucks shit big time.

I'm 55 and today did a post here about just starting to get to grips with emotions .

I'm not a parent , but am moved to pitch the usual 'hormonal' body chemistry thing .
( as in .... oceanically difficult to deal with , so don't beat yourself up ...)
I know my mum was wracked with emotional turmoil all her life .

She didn't fall in among helpful folk unfortunately ( landed up in a fundamentalist fire and brimstone church . yuck. )

I'm going to resist making all the usual suggestions ... I have no idea ,

We hear you here , whether we comment or not.

Hopefully another Mum might weigh in rather than a stuffy old batchelor .

 

[MachineGunDani]

I feel the same. I feel my son is better off without me.

 

[weedoge]

I feel the same. I feel my son is better off without me.

I find that very hard to believe but I don't really know the circumstances..

I'm so sick of feeling so weird. I felt ok when I got up. Now I just feel...weird. Suicidal. Numb. Empty. I have this weird feeling I can't explain. Like I'm not here?! What is the point in being here? I'm only hanging on for my daughter but it's getting more and more difficult. I feel like I'm doing her more damage by being here. I'm too much of a wuss to do anything but I don't see any other way. Nothing is going to get better. Urgh sorry for the rant

She will be distraught I'm really sorry to say, almost certainly... Unfortunately I can't really weigh in more and its your choice what you choose. Feel free to use this place for support.

 

[MachineGunDani]

I find that very hard to believe but I don't really know the circumstances..


She will be distraught I'm really sorry to say, almost certainly... Unfortunately I can't really weigh in more and its your choice what you choose. Feel free to use this place for support.

Yea I kno it would affect him. That's why I'm still here. I feel fucking stuck tho. It's horrible to feel this way and be in my situation.