so this is it
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- Jul 25, 2024
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First time posting. Took psychedelics, entered purgatory, came back to a very disappointing reality only to find I'm some loser in college with nothing going on. Everything is boring and pointless now. Pretty much, realized nothing's gonna matter in 5 years, why bother? Throughout my life I hop from one insanity to the next, used to think i was trans, then became a gun nut, now I'm losing my mind over girls. I'm not dumb but CERTAINLY not smart enough to make any contribution to the world, if anything I'm actively making it worse. Probably would kill myself if it weren't for family. Dumb question but anyway to CTB and avoid breaking their hearts?
Sorry for rambling, hope I get some replies. Friends anyone?
Well, peace
Sorry for rambling, hope I get some replies. Friends anyone?
Well, peace