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binnychn

binnychn

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Nov 11, 2024
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I'm currently at the park because I was crying while I was at college. My mind is stressed and overwhelmed with adult life and I honestly can't do "this" anymore. I'm just so sad and so depressed and even cutting won't fix it because it never does.
Like, is there any hope for me? Anything at all?
Logically, yes there is but it's not here now so I don't care.
Life sucks and I wanna die but I'm not in the mood to fail and end up in the fucking hospital for a 4th time.
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Plutopolis

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Nov 5, 2024
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Hey there, what you described, about being in the park and crying at college, I can relate too. I just want to ramble too I guess. I'm also so sad. Keep thinking about my ex. I live in fear all the time. I read some manga at a local bookshop which was nice. But the walk back home was cold and lonely.

I can relate to going to the park. I go there all the time because of how shitty I feel.
 
binnychn

binnychn

The scribble in the corner of your notebook.
Nov 11, 2024
10
Hey there, what you described, about being in the park and crying at college, I can relate too. I just want to ramble too I guess. I'm also so sad. Keep thinking about my ex. I live in fear all the time. I read some manga at a local bookshop which was nice. But the walk back home was cold and lonely.

I can relate to going to the park. I go there all the time because of how shitty I feel.
That's actually so relatable because i also got recently broken up with.
I don't blame him though, it was tough for both of us.
 
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Plutopolis

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Nov 5, 2024
21
Ah I see. My situation with my ex was complicated and I ended up breaking up with her and breaking her heart. And my heart is broken just as much.

Do you have friends at college? Just asking out of curiosity. I have acquaintances but no real friends, so it is pretty lonely.
 
binnychn

binnychn

The scribble in the corner of your notebook.
Nov 11, 2024
10
Ah I see. My situation with my ex was complicated and I ended up breaking up with her and breaking her heart. And my heart is broken just as much.

Do you have friends at college? Just asking out of curiosity. I have acquaintances but no real friends, so it is pretty lonely.
I have a few friends. Currently living with one of them until I eventually get my own place.
 

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