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grp35

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Sep 22, 2022
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Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.
grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.
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Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon
grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.

Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon
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Ten minutes. No puke. Got my SN from usual place. Feeling peaceful now but still sacred. Please pray for me
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I am here. I wish you eternal peace and love. I think you are nearly gone, so sad that you was alone.
 
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unfortunatelyalive

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May 26, 2021
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You are in my thoughts and prayers <3 I hope you find peace.
 
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Well wishes for a peaceful journey. You're in my prayers.
 
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Nikki2020

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Sep 24, 2022
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how r u feeling? my biggest worry is vomiting. hope you didnt.
 
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grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.

Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon

Ten minutes. No puke. Got my SN from usual place. Feeling peaceful now but still sacred. Please pray for me
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I wish you peace and comfort, regardless of what happens.
 
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TMCC77

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Oct 10, 2022
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grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.

Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon

Ten minutes. No puke. Got my SN from usual place. Feeling peaceful now but still sacred. Please pray for me
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May you find the peace we all seek ❤️
 
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Rounded Agony

Rounded Agony

Hard to live, hard to die
Aug 8, 2022
785
:aw: :heart:
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.

Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon

Ten minutes. No puke. Got my SN from usual place. Feeling peaceful now but still sacred. Please pray for me
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Dear Lord please convey this soul to your best place in the next plane of existence, heal them, dry their tears, and make them whole again.
 
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Saturn's Rings

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Sep 15, 2022
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grp35 has been online in the last hour. Guessing it didn't work?
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
Rest well, I hope your crossing was peaceful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,997
Farewell, I wish you freedom from this cruel existence.
 
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October112021

Student
Oct 8, 2022
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grp35

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Joined Sep 22, 2022
Last seen Today at 2:41 AM

He posted this at 2:37. Seems like it worked.
 
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Spidermanspiderpoo

Member
Aug 23, 2022
36
grp35 said:
Took 20 mg of SN five minutes ago. Very nauseous. Want to puke. Feeling warm. No pain.
Feeling sweaty. I did take the AE and the pain killer. Did not take a benzo. Almost more threw up just now.

Feeling warm but no pain. Just want to puke. Probably will soon

Ten minutes. No puke. Got my SN from usual place. Feeling peaceful now but still sacred. Please pray for me
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May you be in peace, friend. We will meet on the other side
 
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Another Day Empty

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Sep 8, 2022
34
Omg...:'(:'(
Dear God, watch over this beautiful soul, carry them in your loving embrace to the place of rest they deserve and surround them with your love.
Rest well friend
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Rest forever in peace.xx
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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Rest in peace.
 
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Another Day Empty

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Sep 8, 2022
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
I hope you didnt suffer, like im doing right now, 💜
 
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Minibosterita

Just trying to fill the void
Mar 9, 2021
59
Hope you're at peace 🤍
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 🙏
 
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Aug 14, 2022
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Saturn's Rings said:
grp35 has been online in the last hour. Guessing it didn't work?
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It's not showing they've been active on my end. They made the post at 2:37 they were last active at 2:41 rest easy my friend.
Another Day Empty said:
Omg...:'(:'(
Dear God, watch over this beautiful soul, carry them in your loving embrace to the place of rest they deserve and surround them with your love.
Rest well friend
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Amen.
 
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thethatsitboy

thethatsitboy

Nós tudo vive pra morrer, mas luta pela vida
Jul 4, 2020
175
Rest in peace ❤I hope it was 20g, not 20mg
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,234
I hope they can rest in peace. But as said, 20mg would do nothing. Even 20 g is under the recommended amount.
 
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