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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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Many things:

first, I choose to execute some plans to excel myself into a better version of me.
the plans are regarding doing something , provide some service, earn a little money and in consequence feel safer economicaly and feel good about myself and actions.

at my job things are not GREAT at the moment, but im fine, up until today I still have a job.

and now I will attempt:
-to extend a friends business in the town im living, he wins, I win, he sells meat, from regular meat to prime and wagyu beef. cow only I believe.
-I used to make /produce a tamarind candy, with help of the meat freezerI will start producing the best tamarind jelly possible, business we could grow in many cities.
-I will attempt to build a network of people using mail marketing and website or possible mobile app which is reality a hybrid, a web-app, not a REAL app
-I have been developing a game, poll, sport betting system... I will use it with mail marketing for some polls in mexico and also for the sport betting game, and for other services.
-I will make an effort to be better at my job which pays the bills and is a very good job for me
-and... maybe thats it... plus I gotta keep doing excercise every morning which it is nothing but like a test, like a commitment, yesterday I did hip adbuction and aduction machines, damm... they are real .... my body does not knew those muscles exist, and I have 6months almost 7 in the gym now... gotta keep on training for my own health, endorphines and that stuff...

I gotta chill, and do things, not chill and watch tv, but chill and be productive,
for my own sake, hope I move forward this week....
thanks testosterone and dianabol for giving me a second chance at life
 
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randomz

randomz

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Nov 4, 2019
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So happy to read that thread! Good luck with everything you do and I hope everythng turns out great for you!
 
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terry_a_davis

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Dec 28, 2019
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Keep up the good work! The exercise especially i can relate to in being positive. Watch out for acne and aggression with the roids.
 
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