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Last day?

lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
What would you do on your last day on earth if you knew you were going to ctb at the very end of the day?
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Go on a picnic with @Smilla - she's already bought the food
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

Student
Jan 7, 2019
117
Party, have sex, hang out with friends and family
 
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Robanon

"I know it's over. Still I cling."
Jan 12, 2019
50
lemmeeleev said:
What would you do on your last day on earth if you knew you were going to ctb at the very end of the day?
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Problem is if you know you can extract pleasure from one day then you know you can extract pleasure from the next.

I'd prob just go for it first thing
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
Robanon said:
Problem is if you know you can extract pleasure from one day then you know you can extract pleasure from the next.

I'd prob just go for it first thing
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What I meant was if you had to do it at the end of the day because someone would save you if you did it right away. But you knew you were going to ctb at the end of the day for sure. Could be literally anything not just extracting pleasure from it. But there would still be that time frame of one day you'd have to live through first.
 
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Faen

Faen

Member
Oct 9, 2018
17
Planning to ctb tomorrow, so I'm gonna spend the day cleaning the apartment so nobody have to clean up after me. Its a mess atm
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Drugs, sex, and alcohol
 
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Robanon

"I know it's over. Still I cling."
Jan 12, 2019
50
lemmeeleev said:
What I meant was if you had to do it at the end of the day because someone would save you if you did it right away. But you knew you were going to ctb at the end of the day for sure. Could be literally anything not just extracting pleasure from it. But there would still be that time frame of one day you'd have to live through first.
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Lots of songs I'd listen to. But genuinely as soon as I got into the 'this is the last time I'll ever ....' etc then that would be a barrier. So I'd have a normal day, pretend to self there was nothing unusual and then ctb
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
Faen said:
Planning to ctb tomorrow, so I'm gonna spend the day cleaning the apartment so nobody have to clean up after me. Its a mess atm
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I wish you luck in finding peace
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
oneofthesedays said:
Maybe consider making your own post saying goodbye? I think this might get lost down in the comments and I'm sure there are people who would like to wish you well. If it matters to you I mean. No obligation obviously.
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I'd probably do this. Maybe go to the park and just chill, walk around, be in sunshine one last time.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
I would stroke my cat
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Smoke a joint. Wear my most comfortable clothes, crawl in bed, die
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Have a bubble bath, eat nice food and watch a movie on Netflix.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
C3TZQzkfwDmNK8vUMsxHWNhiFYdyVVHEwQw9t6pK3Mwju169S7sBZqop7Zggf78QMW5YEP5yqD1ya4zYNQfXvLVk255HhKsRQicQatAeBcNjBH1nu89QC4v
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Go around looking for stray cats to feed them and take photos of them.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
The same things I do everyday. Act normal or at least try to.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Probably nothing out of the ordinary. I might thank some people for being my friend, though I don't want to arise suspicion. I will eat a nice pizza though.
 
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SelfishMom

SelfishMom

Born To Die
Jan 13, 2019
50
Spend the day with my husband and daughter. Sing my favorite crappy songs loudly. Not bitch about anything, be my daughter's friend not mom for the day. Binge eat. Make sure to have lots of cuddles. Snuggle my cats, watch my hermit crabs for a while. Spend time with my husband, IDK if I'd have sex, but just genuine time holding each other.

Then ctb
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I'd delete all my computer stuff go out and eat at my favorite food place and then come home and clean my bed up.
 
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